07-27-2019, 04:28 PM
Last night (early this morning if we want to be precise) I had a phrase start going through my head. “We’re quite wealthy”. It came on spontaneously, and there was actual feeling that came with it. It had the ring of truth in my head as well. So, at least for a while my entire mind took it as a fact that we were wealthy and I felt wealthy. That was absolutely my reality for a couple of hours.
Today I slept like a rock all day and woke up feeling exhausted. Nine hours without even getting up to use the bathroom so far as I remember, and I don’t usually sleep more than five or six.. I feel that physically and mentally slow again, and the weird underwater feeling is back to an extent. It’s a good thing I’m only working half a shift tonight.
It’s a little odd that I was full of energy on my first day offer a loop, but my brain feels slagged on the second. Oh well, I can get plenty of sleep tonight and have tomorrow off.
My next loop is on the night of 8/1, and my wife will be starting her first that night. We have agreed to try and start at the exact same time in order to kind of symbolize that we are pulling in the same direction and acting as a team on all levels. Since the subconscious and universe understand symbolism, it might help things.
It’s going to be very interesting having her on board for this one. Before I’ve sensed.a kind of back pulling effect from her. This is both in her behavior and a kind of energetic feel. It’s pretty clear that she is afraid of the changes that these subs have been making in me for the past year, and she is providing resistance even when my subconscious may not be. It’s really nice that she has gotten on board with making our lives better.
Today I slept like a rock all day and woke up feeling exhausted. Nine hours without even getting up to use the bathroom so far as I remember, and I don’t usually sleep more than five or six.. I feel that physically and mentally slow again, and the weird underwater feeling is back to an extent. It’s a good thing I’m only working half a shift tonight.
It’s a little odd that I was full of energy on my first day offer a loop, but my brain feels slagged on the second. Oh well, I can get plenty of sleep tonight and have tomorrow off.
My next loop is on the night of 8/1, and my wife will be starting her first that night. We have agreed to try and start at the exact same time in order to kind of symbolize that we are pulling in the same direction and acting as a team on all levels. Since the subconscious and universe understand symbolism, it might help things.
It’s going to be very interesting having her on board for this one. Before I’ve sensed.a kind of back pulling effect from her. This is both in her behavior and a kind of energetic feel. It’s pretty clear that she is afraid of the changes that these subs have been making in me for the past year, and she is providing resistance even when my subconscious may not be. It’s really nice that she has gotten on board with making our lives better.
