UMS. Let’s get at it

[Paul1131]

I was driving home from work at about 545 this morning when it hit me. Unfortunately IT was another car. I was doing sixty miles an hour and someone still rear ended me hard enough that I almost lost control of my vehicle. I noticed a difference in how I react to such situations. I’ve always been very good in immediate emergencies, but this was on another level.There was no fear at all, I just did what I know how to do to bring a near spin back under control and avoided hitting the guardrail and or plunging off the overpass we were on. I didn’t really feel an adrenaline dump or feel at all shaky or off kilter afterward. My vehicle got out with nothing more than some paint marks on the rear bumper, but my trailer hitch went through his radiator. Thankfully no one was hurt, and I was alone in the car. I didn’t even feel mad at the guy and still don’t.
Other than that, today I noticed phrases like “I’m rich” running through my head. I’m not trying to make that happen, they’re just natural thoughts that surface. I don’t notice any pushback to them either. Before when I’d have a thought like that, I’d get another one that said something like “That’s BS”. Now the thought just stands unchallenged, kinda like if I thought “my eyes are green”. The fact that my bank account hasn’t gotten that memo yet doesn’t seem to matter.