07-30-2019, 11:44 AM
Been really on edge all day today. I get like this sometimes. Moody, snappy, irritable and really chatty and extroverted at the same time.
Today's something else though. An intense inner feeling of dissatisfaction. Something yearning inside of me to prove myself to the world and amass recognition, love, respect, fame, glory.
Maybe that inner part of me that's always made me go out of my way to strive to be more is that's holding me back somewhat. Or maybe it's the trait that all great people share.
Either way, the E3 module definitely seems to be shaking things up a bit inside. Some changes are happening and quickly.
Note that I slept many hours last night and woke up tired and felt like that all day.
Today's something else though. An intense inner feeling of dissatisfaction. Something yearning inside of me to prove myself to the world and amass recognition, love, respect, fame, glory.
Maybe that inner part of me that's always made me go out of my way to strive to be more is that's holding me back somewhat. Or maybe it's the trait that all great people share.
Either way, the E3 module definitely seems to be shaking things up a bit inside. Some changes are happening and quickly.
Note that I slept many hours last night and woke up tired and felt like that all day.