So im totally done and idc anymore. Im done putting myself away or anyrhing proper. Feeling like shit is feeling like shit, yet...i feel a sense of peace? Internally a voice told me "all is well" followed by ecstacy. Self trust, self validation, self-backup. Im recognizing fear now.
Whut. Its like im hella present and on a downward stream. Its hella solid. Ums, you legend. One day at a time along with delayed gratification. Massive self direction. Letting ums do its thing. Fuck being attached. This is fun. Im done finding explanations and rationalisations.
Tackling all kinda things now. Taking a look at all kinda things and just letting go. The deal is closed. Oh and my thriving and drive just came alive.
Im starting to understand tge receiving mode. Maybe i should go ham again on the loops. Lotsa inspiration, solidness and selflove with a pinch of radical abandonment like duke.togo once coined.
I also now get the resistance thingie going on.
Im also now just realize im autopiloting.
Having urges to index and chart what I like going now.
I also realize how close manifestation is to the heart at this point
Glory, sweet glory!
Frm is ruthless.
Whut. Its like im hella present and on a downward stream. Its hella solid. Ums, you legend. One day at a time along with delayed gratification. Massive self direction. Letting ums do its thing. Fuck being attached. This is fun. Im done finding explanations and rationalisations.
Tackling all kinda things now. Taking a look at all kinda things and just letting go. The deal is closed. Oh and my thriving and drive just came alive.
Im starting to understand tge receiving mode. Maybe i should go ham again on the loops. Lotsa inspiration, solidness and selflove with a pinch of radical abandonment like duke.togo once coined.
I also now get the resistance thingie going on.
Im also now just realize im autopiloting.
Having urges to index and chart what I like going now.
I also realize how close manifestation is to the heart at this point
Glory, sweet glory!
Frm is ruthless.