This evening I had 3x5 4x0 pop up in my head accompanied with urges to run ums again. In my first loop and almost instant effects internally wise.
Sexual energy is stirring more this round (semms to be connected to money now )
My hands are burning with heat (the shield?)
Feeling wealthy on a wide level ( money is one of more )
I have many things I want
My social life is shifting. Ums is finetuning me to access. Like my network. Almost sniffing out and making the picture clear to me. It deepens out also. Also, mass overhaul in addictions, such as nicotine for example, pmo, felt probably the effects of being totally clean the straight edge way. Also, im filtering and cleaning out toxic influences like some "friends" I know. I wonder if they respond hostile due ums, but simultaneously I am nc ( no contact ) now, to focussed on my own selfinvestment and contributing/adding value. I value myself to much for that. Im clear in what I want to attract.
I notice now already the effects on decisionmaking, self mastery, inner shifts, my way of thinking like my alertness is increasing and my logica pulling up along with it. Effective dealing and ums guiding in this process. Fear falls away.
Sexual energy is stirring more this round (semms to be connected to money now )
My hands are burning with heat (the shield?)
Feeling wealthy on a wide level ( money is one of more )
I have many things I want
My social life is shifting. Ums is finetuning me to access. Like my network. Almost sniffing out and making the picture clear to me. It deepens out also. Also, mass overhaul in addictions, such as nicotine for example, pmo, felt probably the effects of being totally clean the straight edge way. Also, im filtering and cleaning out toxic influences like some "friends" I know. I wonder if they respond hostile due ums, but simultaneously I am nc ( no contact ) now, to focussed on my own selfinvestment and contributing/adding value. I value myself to much for that. Im clear in what I want to attract.
I notice now already the effects on decisionmaking, self mastery, inner shifts, my way of thinking like my alertness is increasing and my logica pulling up along with it. Effective dealing and ums guiding in this process. Fear falls away.
