08-31-2019, 04:34 AM
Yeah, although its more along the lines of "hyperfocus on the scarcity/poverty and occupying my mind" kind of thing, along with all kind of frustration, same old same old, why and the such. Ive been in the spot I can sort of detached work with it, but this is more raw.
What frustrates me is that it aint new, I cant see how this povery focus is benefitting at all to me. + its a clusterfuck going on for some time now.
I can feel the changes bein made underneath.
ION: Im in the process of having some quick cash, such as a few ks. It came to me while driving home from training. Would be nice/great.
UMS is winning. I keep going with my loops.
What frustrates me is that it aint new, I cant see how this povery focus is benefitting at all to me. + its a clusterfuck going on for some time now.
I can feel the changes bein made underneath.
ION: Im in the process of having some quick cash, such as a few ks. It came to me while driving home from training. Would be nice/great.
UMS is winning. I keep going with my loops.
