02-26-2015, 10:37 AM
Long time no see. Sorry, but I had a lot to do.
SM3 is over.
Here is my SM3 Experience:
I have not posted on the forum, because I had a lot to do and did not find time to sort my thoughts.
My reason for starting SM3 was that I was mostly curious what it would do. I experimented a lot with sexual energy in my life and therefore I wanted to know what a subliminal can do. I did not really intend to get a lot of girls and having sex with them, as I don't have any time for that, really. I mostly research and learn for my upcoming business. This constantly changes abit, because through meditation and the subs I often find out, that what I choose as goal, is not really what I want, but yet another evasion to *not* find out what I want. After the end of my last stage, I have to say, that I am happy that I started it.
From day 1 of starting it, I had a lot of confidence, good feeling, optimism and focus. I already got the looks from women of all ages and had the feeling that they were interested, in case I approached them. I got respect whereever I went.
While on a workshop (wrote about it), I met two outstanding women, and I am still in regular (email) contact with one of them, 5-6 months later. That contact - and it's not sexual - is helpful and already worth the $500. Yes, I know, it's supposed to be a Sex Magnet program and where's the sex with that person, but I am strong in controlling my urges and steer myself into having the kind of relation I want to have with people. Also I won't have sex with women already in a relationship, which was the problem with about 50% of the willing women I met during the rest of the program. I have my reasons for doing this.
I had a lot of things to do during the last months that I didn't like ( like moving etc. ) and I got a lot of help from nice people at the right time. I did however hurt my knee during this time and subsequently refrained from doing any exercise. Beginning of this year I started doing yoga daily and will continue for the next 12 weeks or so. Knee is okay, but I rather do Yoga atm instead of "real" exercise.
Most women I met when I was in the city (where I left during AM5), but right now I am on the country (where I grew up). Not many women, but I remembered and knew a lot of women, which I would like to have hit on, but as soon as I saw them, I felt, that they are not the type of women I really want. I am not longer into them, it seems. Wasn't AA, it was the realization, that it would cost a lot of energy having them around. So that was about the other 50% of women I met.
Just mentioned AA:
It was down with AM6, down most of the time with SM3, but up while travelling with a train and seeing a gorgeous girl. I just could not talk to her. (Stage 5)
While on holiday I noticed that a lot of women were attracted to me, but somehow I did not want to talk to those, who were in company of friends or relatives. I was afraid of what they might think (Stage 4)
Goals:
Right now I think about doing SM3 again ( do I need to run AM6 before? ) or doing AM6 again. I think doing AM a 3rd time is a good idea. I want to kill useless activity, like social drinking, idle consumerism, etc. I fear that AM might kill socializing, but that is what I need, especially for business purposes.
That's all for now.
See You!
SM3 is over.
Here is my SM3 Experience:
I have not posted on the forum, because I had a lot to do and did not find time to sort my thoughts.
My reason for starting SM3 was that I was mostly curious what it would do. I experimented a lot with sexual energy in my life and therefore I wanted to know what a subliminal can do. I did not really intend to get a lot of girls and having sex with them, as I don't have any time for that, really. I mostly research and learn for my upcoming business. This constantly changes abit, because through meditation and the subs I often find out, that what I choose as goal, is not really what I want, but yet another evasion to *not* find out what I want. After the end of my last stage, I have to say, that I am happy that I started it.
From day 1 of starting it, I had a lot of confidence, good feeling, optimism and focus. I already got the looks from women of all ages and had the feeling that they were interested, in case I approached them. I got respect whereever I went.
While on a workshop (wrote about it), I met two outstanding women, and I am still in regular (email) contact with one of them, 5-6 months later. That contact - and it's not sexual - is helpful and already worth the $500. Yes, I know, it's supposed to be a Sex Magnet program and where's the sex with that person, but I am strong in controlling my urges and steer myself into having the kind of relation I want to have with people. Also I won't have sex with women already in a relationship, which was the problem with about 50% of the willing women I met during the rest of the program. I have my reasons for doing this.
I had a lot of things to do during the last months that I didn't like ( like moving etc. ) and I got a lot of help from nice people at the right time. I did however hurt my knee during this time and subsequently refrained from doing any exercise. Beginning of this year I started doing yoga daily and will continue for the next 12 weeks or so. Knee is okay, but I rather do Yoga atm instead of "real" exercise.
Most women I met when I was in the city (where I left during AM5), but right now I am on the country (where I grew up). Not many women, but I remembered and knew a lot of women, which I would like to have hit on, but as soon as I saw them, I felt, that they are not the type of women I really want. I am not longer into them, it seems. Wasn't AA, it was the realization, that it would cost a lot of energy having them around. So that was about the other 50% of women I met.
Just mentioned AA:
It was down with AM6, down most of the time with SM3, but up while travelling with a train and seeing a gorgeous girl. I just could not talk to her. (Stage 5)
While on holiday I noticed that a lot of women were attracted to me, but somehow I did not want to talk to those, who were in company of friends or relatives. I was afraid of what they might think (Stage 4)
Goals:
Right now I think about doing SM3 again ( do I need to run AM6 before? ) or doing AM6 again. I think doing AM a 3rd time is a good idea. I want to kill useless activity, like social drinking, idle consumerism, etc. I fear that AM might kill socializing, but that is what I need, especially for business purposes.
That's all for now.
See You!
Focus and push through. (Uncle B)
