Trolololo - DRS + (SDM) + (USLMaxx 4.2 in spe)

[Have at ye]

Okay, on this point:

Had a very... weird evening yestrnight, but the conclusion of it (internally speaking) is kinda awesome in a wonky way. The gist of it (I might write a longer post on this, but I've yet to ponder this): I'm absolutely filled with self-hate and self-loathing on many different levels and for multiple reasons, but that's ***** awesome and I'm awesome and I love myself because of it as well, hahahaha. In short: I believe that my carpet-bombing of the DRS (and having gotten in-person experiential proof that it's working the way I had hoped it would, re: my vocal coach) has given me space to *acknowledge this* [EDIT: and *own it*] without having to worry about "getting kicked while I'm down" or even simply giving satisfaction to lovely people who enjoy seeing others indulge in self-loathing for *reasons*, lol. Okay, so, you made me hate myself, lol. Good job, you win, have a cookie. Who gives a shit, really? Not this boi.

In lieu of a pretentious Freudo-Lacanian-HaveAtYean explanation, which I'm not really inclined to divulge at this moment, I'll you do one better and give you a sexy youtube step-mommy who explains this in plain English and high production values:



Enjoy!