02-21-2019, 08:56 AM
(02-19-2019, 07:11 AM)SargeMaximus Wrote: I’m getting this in Canada. Either I scream provider or society is regressing.
I'd say it's the former. Actually I've known for a while that the correct solution is to bulk up ASAP and get a pro photographer to take a good shirtless pic of me. That would weed out all the provider hunters and only attract the DTF ones.
Day 25
Been feeling super anti social lately. Over the past few weeks I've been feeling less and less inclined to interact with people. It's driving the females in my life away. Firstly the dancer chick, I withdrew my attention completely which caused her attraction to die off. Today I saw my reliable side chick, she was pissed at me for going straight to hotel last time we met without at least getting a coffee first and for not texting her at all for two weeks after that. My main date also complained I'm too much of a loner and I don't do things with her.
But it's true, I just don't feel like talking to anyone these days. I feel so uncaring towards others. I don't think it's resistance, nor is it fear; it's not that I fear interaction with others but I just don't feel the desire to. I still pursue sex but even then it feels more like out of habit than a genuine desire.
I feel this new DMSI overloading my brain. Even with this post, it was hard to grasp the words to capture my meaning. The brain fog is real.
