02-17-2019, 03:42 AM
Days 19-21
Met the dancer chick I saw on day 4 of DMSI 3.3D. I mentioned we made plans to go to an island in her country and we went through with the plans. It's been more than 5 weeks since I saw her. She was texting way too much for my tastes, even getting clingy over text. After around 3 weeks I couldn't take it anymore and told her to limit her texting. Especially over the last week or so when my interest in dating decreased and my focus shifted to planning my trip, I was even more distant with her over text.
The day came and I flew over. I didn't know what to expect from her. Unfortunately, it didn't turn out well. She was cold to me from start to finish of the 2-day trip. She wasn't excited to see me at all and it was obvious her attraction for me has vanished. We still had sex on both days but I had to come on to her both times and at first she didn't want to do it. It was still good but it left a bad taste in my mouth. All the raunchy things that she said she would do, none of it transpired. It felt like duty sex. She also still drove me around her town and went through with the itinerary she had planned, but it also felt more like she was doing it out of duty rather than excitement. When we parted she couldn't leave me fast enough, almost didn't even give me a hug. All this made me so sad. All the passion and electricity from last month were no more.
I take full responsibility for this and not gonna blame DMSI. If anything, DMSI opened the door. After just meeting her once for three hours, we had such explosive passion that she couldn't wait to see me again and planned a getaway for us. She was so lovey dovey over text until I told her off and eventually became distant. It's true that I don't like texting, that's why I always believed long distance will never work for someone like me. It turned out to be true. Now I am just really sad. I've never had such a strong sexual chemistry with somebody and I am sure things would have worked out if we live in the same city.
Met the dancer chick I saw on day 4 of DMSI 3.3D. I mentioned we made plans to go to an island in her country and we went through with the plans. It's been more than 5 weeks since I saw her. She was texting way too much for my tastes, even getting clingy over text. After around 3 weeks I couldn't take it anymore and told her to limit her texting. Especially over the last week or so when my interest in dating decreased and my focus shifted to planning my trip, I was even more distant with her over text.
The day came and I flew over. I didn't know what to expect from her. Unfortunately, it didn't turn out well. She was cold to me from start to finish of the 2-day trip. She wasn't excited to see me at all and it was obvious her attraction for me has vanished. We still had sex on both days but I had to come on to her both times and at first she didn't want to do it. It was still good but it left a bad taste in my mouth. All the raunchy things that she said she would do, none of it transpired. It felt like duty sex. She also still drove me around her town and went through with the itinerary she had planned, but it also felt more like she was doing it out of duty rather than excitement. When we parted she couldn't leave me fast enough, almost didn't even give me a hug. All this made me so sad. All the passion and electricity from last month were no more.
I take full responsibility for this and not gonna blame DMSI. If anything, DMSI opened the door. After just meeting her once for three hours, we had such explosive passion that she couldn't wait to see me again and planned a getaway for us. She was so lovey dovey over text until I told her off and eventually became distant. It's true that I don't like texting, that's why I always believed long distance will never work for someone like me. It turned out to be true. Now I am just really sad. I've never had such a strong sexual chemistry with somebody and I am sure things would have worked out if we live in the same city.
