02-04-2019, 09:41 AM
Day 5
My desire for collecting notches has gone down. I talked to a girl on Tinder today, I have a strong feeling she'd be DTF but she's only free on Saturday. I have another date at night on Saturday, I'm free in the afternoon but I didn't want to screw up my meals. These days I am doing intermittent fasting, I have a set meal plan and I prep my own meals. Going out in the afternoon would screw up my feeding schedule. To my surprise I found that I didn't want to go for the date and I chose to prioritize my diet. In the past I'd be like "Feeding schedule?? Who cares, it's time to f*ck!" I would view each new opportunity as rare and fleeting, but now it feels even less important than eating on time.
So instead I scheduled her on Monday. Chances of meeting her are lower but I didn't care.
Day 6
Met a new girl from Tinder. She turned out to be very inexperienced, only had sex once in her life. She's quite a conservative person but after prodding I felt that she's curious enough to try new things. I had to go really slow and after 4 hours we were still outside doing kino. By this point I'd usually be in bed with the girl. She's really shy and would give token resistance to everything I did. It irritated me but I got to fingering her. I started to get excited when I felt that she was very very wet. All her resistance melted after that and she was really horny.
I was debating whether to pull though, because it was late and prior to this point I had been mostly bored by how slow I had to go and all the tiny resistances she's been giving. I pulled out my hand and saw it was covered in yeast. I am usually ok with it, it's really nothing but tonight that swayed me and I decided to pull next time.
Since I had no other new prospects this week, this week was the first week since starting DMSI 3.3 that I didn't get laid with a new girl. I could have; I could have scheduled that girl today afternoon and I could have pulled tonight, but I just didn't want to. I notice I am no longer in the notch-hoarding mode. It feels more natural this way, I'd only go for it when I really want to.
Day 7
Met my main date. Fun times as usual.
Day 8
Monday comes and predictably the girl I scheduled on day 5 flaked. I didn't really care. The girl I met on Day 6 asked me out. Apparently she missed me and today is her "prime time". Okay sounds interesting.
This time I wasted no time to pull her to a hotel. She was really awkward but she's quite giving. Tightest girl I've ever been in. She had to stop after around 5 minutes so I had to end it early. Not bad but not very satisfying either.
My desire for collecting notches has gone down. I talked to a girl on Tinder today, I have a strong feeling she'd be DTF but she's only free on Saturday. I have another date at night on Saturday, I'm free in the afternoon but I didn't want to screw up my meals. These days I am doing intermittent fasting, I have a set meal plan and I prep my own meals. Going out in the afternoon would screw up my feeding schedule. To my surprise I found that I didn't want to go for the date and I chose to prioritize my diet. In the past I'd be like "Feeding schedule?? Who cares, it's time to f*ck!" I would view each new opportunity as rare and fleeting, but now it feels even less important than eating on time.
So instead I scheduled her on Monday. Chances of meeting her are lower but I didn't care.
Day 6
Met a new girl from Tinder. She turned out to be very inexperienced, only had sex once in her life. She's quite a conservative person but after prodding I felt that she's curious enough to try new things. I had to go really slow and after 4 hours we were still outside doing kino. By this point I'd usually be in bed with the girl. She's really shy and would give token resistance to everything I did. It irritated me but I got to fingering her. I started to get excited when I felt that she was very very wet. All her resistance melted after that and she was really horny.
I was debating whether to pull though, because it was late and prior to this point I had been mostly bored by how slow I had to go and all the tiny resistances she's been giving. I pulled out my hand and saw it was covered in yeast. I am usually ok with it, it's really nothing but tonight that swayed me and I decided to pull next time.
Since I had no other new prospects this week, this week was the first week since starting DMSI 3.3 that I didn't get laid with a new girl. I could have; I could have scheduled that girl today afternoon and I could have pulled tonight, but I just didn't want to. I notice I am no longer in the notch-hoarding mode. It feels more natural this way, I'd only go for it when I really want to.
Day 7
Met my main date. Fun times as usual.
Day 8
Monday comes and predictably the girl I scheduled on day 5 flaked. I didn't really care. The girl I met on Day 6 asked me out. Apparently she missed me and today is her "prime time". Okay sounds interesting.
This time I wasted no time to pull her to a hotel. She was really awkward but she's quite giving. Tightest girl I've ever been in. She had to stop after around 5 minutes so I had to end it early. Not bad but not very satisfying either.
