01-20-2019, 09:41 AM
Day 13
Weekend break from DMSI. Was supposed to see the 18-year-old Indian but she flaked. She actually wanted to see me but she forgot she had something on. I knew from the last meeting that she's a very disorganized person, she doesn't use google calendar. That day I told her that I hate flakes and we'd be through if she flakes in the future because of stupid reasons. I held true to my words and I'm not going to see her again. These days I can't be bothered to be with girls who are going to waste my time. She wanted to reschedule but I told her don't bother.
At night I saw a girl from CMB. I improved my screening process and she was clearly the more open minded kind. Quite a cute and ambitious girl. Conversation was easy with her but I slowly found that she has a princess syndrome. She's one of those girls who's very open about sexuality (told me she had sex with a guy yesterday), doesn't put effort and expects the guy to do all the work. Not a giver. She blatantly said she never masturbates because when she's horny she just goes on apps and gets a guy. Basically an entitled girl who's fully aware of her inflated SMV in online dating and taking advantage of it. I somehow felt disturbed by it. But she's doing nothing wrong so I didn't hold it against her. She was still quite lovely and I knew she liked me so I still went for it. Pulled to a hotel and it turned out my suspicion was right, she wasn't a giver. Pretty lazy in bed, doesn't blow, not very enthusiastic. She's nice and all but the sex wasn't satisfying to me.
Day 14
Saw my main date. After yesterday's date I really wanted to see my main girl today. Sex with her was always so amazing. She never fails to get me going and today she didn't disappoint. One of our most intense sessions yet. We did it twice and it was mind-blowing. Sex with someone sexually compatible with you is so much better that sometimes it makes meh sex like yesterday's harder to accept. Even 2 years ago I would be ecstatic just being able to have sex with that girl from yesterday but my main date really has spoiled me.
Not a bad weekend, overall.
Weekend break from DMSI. Was supposed to see the 18-year-old Indian but she flaked. She actually wanted to see me but she forgot she had something on. I knew from the last meeting that she's a very disorganized person, she doesn't use google calendar. That day I told her that I hate flakes and we'd be through if she flakes in the future because of stupid reasons. I held true to my words and I'm not going to see her again. These days I can't be bothered to be with girls who are going to waste my time. She wanted to reschedule but I told her don't bother.
At night I saw a girl from CMB. I improved my screening process and she was clearly the more open minded kind. Quite a cute and ambitious girl. Conversation was easy with her but I slowly found that she has a princess syndrome. She's one of those girls who's very open about sexuality (told me she had sex with a guy yesterday), doesn't put effort and expects the guy to do all the work. Not a giver. She blatantly said she never masturbates because when she's horny she just goes on apps and gets a guy. Basically an entitled girl who's fully aware of her inflated SMV in online dating and taking advantage of it. I somehow felt disturbed by it. But she's doing nothing wrong so I didn't hold it against her. She was still quite lovely and I knew she liked me so I still went for it. Pulled to a hotel and it turned out my suspicion was right, she wasn't a giver. Pretty lazy in bed, doesn't blow, not very enthusiastic. She's nice and all but the sex wasn't satisfying to me.
Day 14
Saw my main date. After yesterday's date I really wanted to see my main girl today. Sex with her was always so amazing. She never fails to get me going and today she didn't disappoint. One of our most intense sessions yet. We did it twice and it was mind-blowing. Sex with someone sexually compatible with you is so much better that sometimes it makes meh sex like yesterday's harder to accept. Even 2 years ago I would be ecstatic just being able to have sex with that girl from yesterday but my main date really has spoiled me.
Not a bad weekend, overall.
