02-23-2017, 08:39 PM
So today was intersting. I felt more comfortable for the most part, which is always welcome. I felt better about myself.
I had to do some required duties for my major. I saw a video from RSD Todd saying for guys in college to simply say "hi" and "bye" consistently, so that's all that was on my mind, but I did much better than just that. I definitely wasn't as "silent" as I've been the past few days. So I actually was able to have what I consider a "decent" interaction with the people I worked with while we had down time. When I say "decent", I mean to the point that I am enjoying the interaction (which doesn't happen often while on healing subs). It was a noticeable difference to me. I just felt better around them. It may seem like a small thing, but as I've said many times before, I've had anxiety centered around being near people in my major who weren't already my friends. So this is noteworthy. A girl I was paired with, we had to get in a golf cart and within a few minutes of us in there, she said that she felt like she was on a date because it's cozy. That kind of stuck out to me, but I just laughed and didn't say anything about it. Was definitely not attracted to her like that.
Later, while talking with another group of girls, one girl was talking about how some guy tried to talk to her. And then was demonstrating to me how it was random saying that it's like someone coming up to me on a bad hair day and saying "hey beautiful" lol. Then she said that I have like perfect skin. I had to ask her if she meant it or was still joking, and she confirmed she meant it and said it like glowed lol. I thanked her and was a bit surprised because I don't consider myself having perfect skin. It's not bad, but perfect to me is like what you see in magazines or on the internet, even if it is photo shopped.
Overall, our interactions just flowed better. I'm pleased.
To note, I am drinking matcha green tea daily for the L-theanine. But I can't attribute all of this to some nootropic I just started taking.
However, there were plenty of opportunities for girls I was attracted to (not working with us, but in the area) to interact with me and they did not. Others in the area interacted with me and were glad. One nice older couple even said "Oh he's such a nice man" to someone else I was working with and we only had a short 2 minute convo (and no, I wasn't being "nice", just social). So yeah, cute girls had the same opportunity but didn't take it. Just want to make that clear.
Thoughts
Come on DMSI...keep building! Keep building!
Version B will be interesting.
I had to do some required duties for my major. I saw a video from RSD Todd saying for guys in college to simply say "hi" and "bye" consistently, so that's all that was on my mind, but I did much better than just that. I definitely wasn't as "silent" as I've been the past few days. So I actually was able to have what I consider a "decent" interaction with the people I worked with while we had down time. When I say "decent", I mean to the point that I am enjoying the interaction (which doesn't happen often while on healing subs). It was a noticeable difference to me. I just felt better around them. It may seem like a small thing, but as I've said many times before, I've had anxiety centered around being near people in my major who weren't already my friends. So this is noteworthy. A girl I was paired with, we had to get in a golf cart and within a few minutes of us in there, she said that she felt like she was on a date because it's cozy. That kind of stuck out to me, but I just laughed and didn't say anything about it. Was definitely not attracted to her like that.
Later, while talking with another group of girls, one girl was talking about how some guy tried to talk to her. And then was demonstrating to me how it was random saying that it's like someone coming up to me on a bad hair day and saying "hey beautiful" lol. Then she said that I have like perfect skin. I had to ask her if she meant it or was still joking, and she confirmed she meant it and said it like glowed lol. I thanked her and was a bit surprised because I don't consider myself having perfect skin. It's not bad, but perfect to me is like what you see in magazines or on the internet, even if it is photo shopped.
Overall, our interactions just flowed better. I'm pleased.
To note, I am drinking matcha green tea daily for the L-theanine. But I can't attribute all of this to some nootropic I just started taking.
However, there were plenty of opportunities for girls I was attracted to (not working with us, but in the area) to interact with me and they did not. Others in the area interacted with me and were glad. One nice older couple even said "Oh he's such a nice man" to someone else I was working with and we only had a short 2 minute convo (and no, I wasn't being "nice", just social). So yeah, cute girls had the same opportunity but didn't take it. Just want to make that clear.
Thoughts
Come on DMSI...keep building! Keep building!
Version B will be interesting.
