02-14-2017, 07:35 PM
I wore CV3 today, same app points, same (or at least similar dosage) as last time, sample bottle varies in spray sizes. Minimal responses, if any at all, very minor. I think if I had Core, a lot of my questions regarding my body chem would be answered. It amplifies your natural sig and I know what Core solo was like for me compared to what it was like for plenty of others. If I had some, I would try it and see what happens, but I'm out. If I do wear pheros for the next few days, it'll be Wolf, maybe Wolf + Crush since I still have plenty of Crush and that combo was blatant. If I get different selfies, that'd be interesting.
So I took some time and thought about it. I know that I'm not going to spend the rest of my life having a weekly or bi-weekly headache from running subs. Unless and until that stops, I only intend to run subs until I get past things I didn't know how to on my own. Once I'm past that, stable, secure, and ready, I'm probably going to get off of them. Not to say that I'll stop working on myself, that's far from the case, but I just don't like the mental processing of subs affecting me emotionally (even if minor) for extended periods of time and affecting my thinking speed or creativity.
I also have some backup plans if DMSI doesn't deliver. So either way, I'm ready to go. As I've said before, I certainly would like it to, but just in case, I have my alternatives ready.
And no, nothing noticeable happened today.
Thoughts
I'm sick of the weekly and bi-weekly headaches. Seriously headaches, take a hike. I'm also emotionally duller while on subs (maybe just healing subs?) That gets annoying after a while. And of course, I'm still doing my creative visualizations every day and now also doing some meditation.
So I took some time and thought about it. I know that I'm not going to spend the rest of my life having a weekly or bi-weekly headache from running subs. Unless and until that stops, I only intend to run subs until I get past things I didn't know how to on my own. Once I'm past that, stable, secure, and ready, I'm probably going to get off of them. Not to say that I'll stop working on myself, that's far from the case, but I just don't like the mental processing of subs affecting me emotionally (even if minor) for extended periods of time and affecting my thinking speed or creativity.
I also have some backup plans if DMSI doesn't deliver. So either way, I'm ready to go. As I've said before, I certainly would like it to, but just in case, I have my alternatives ready.
And no, nothing noticeable happened today.
Thoughts
I'm sick of the weekly and bi-weekly headaches. Seriously headaches, take a hike. I'm also emotionally duller while on subs (maybe just healing subs?) That gets annoying after a while. And of course, I'm still doing my creative visualizations every day and now also doing some meditation.
