02-07-2017, 03:41 PM
Thinking about it, I would say that I generally do tend to bring up deep fears when I use a masked version of a sub. And few deep fears were brought up while on masked only. I had a fear of literally just dying and not being able do it. I was bothered by it and the idea of dying without accomplishing what I intend to in life and of course the goals of DMSI.
I gave Shannon the details and he recommends I use the hybrid track like I've been doing and that it's the most powerful. Not gonna argue with that. It has both masked and ultrasonic. I think for me, a lot of healing and stuff happens deep down from the masked and the ultrasonic makes results more clear. For example, my first month ever on subs, I used ASC, mainly ultrasonic when I slept. Over the course of the month, I realized that I did take action and behave from a place of more confidence. However, months later, after I did E1 for a while, I went back to ASC but did mainly masked. Didn't feel that confident but felt more internal turmoil. So, hybrid track it is.
Today is my last day doing masked DMSI. Tomorrow I return to hybrid trickling stream.
No phero usage today. Since I've been feeling skittish internally, I didn't want to use pheromones as a way to cover that up or compensate. I never want to be dependant on a cologne. It's totally fine to use it, but I choose to avoid needing it.
Thoughts
I think I'll be better off on hybrid. I was able to function better socially.
Also, just to note, some report that their experiences in girls go from most recent backwards. It seems like for me it jumps around all over the place but within the last 4-5 years. I had already thoroughly tapped on memories before then before I started DMSI. And I've had the most interaction with girls in the past 5 years. But yeah, various memories just pop up and stuff, even things from the most recent girl.
I did 6 months of healing with EPRHA, 7.5 months of healing with EPRHA 2.0, and approaching 3 months of healing with DMSI (including 2.4). The rest of the DMSI script has to execute at some point.
I gave Shannon the details and he recommends I use the hybrid track like I've been doing and that it's the most powerful. Not gonna argue with that. It has both masked and ultrasonic. I think for me, a lot of healing and stuff happens deep down from the masked and the ultrasonic makes results more clear. For example, my first month ever on subs, I used ASC, mainly ultrasonic when I slept. Over the course of the month, I realized that I did take action and behave from a place of more confidence. However, months later, after I did E1 for a while, I went back to ASC but did mainly masked. Didn't feel that confident but felt more internal turmoil. So, hybrid track it is.
Today is my last day doing masked DMSI. Tomorrow I return to hybrid trickling stream.
No phero usage today. Since I've been feeling skittish internally, I didn't want to use pheromones as a way to cover that up or compensate. I never want to be dependant on a cologne. It's totally fine to use it, but I choose to avoid needing it.
Thoughts
I think I'll be better off on hybrid. I was able to function better socially.
Also, just to note, some report that their experiences in girls go from most recent backwards. It seems like for me it jumps around all over the place but within the last 4-5 years. I had already thoroughly tapped on memories before then before I started DMSI. And I've had the most interaction with girls in the past 5 years. But yeah, various memories just pop up and stuff, even things from the most recent girl.
I did 6 months of healing with EPRHA, 7.5 months of healing with EPRHA 2.0, and approaching 3 months of healing with DMSI (including 2.4). The rest of the DMSI script has to execute at some point.
