02-02-2017, 07:50 PM
I know it can get hopeless sometimes. .. especially when it seems like you're just met with failure after failure. And the work you put in to succeed ends up failing also. Trust me, that's a feeling I know all too well, and while I don't miss the feeling one bit, it taught me some valuable lessons. One is that the success is born out of the failures, much like a phoenix rises from its ashes. Two is that success is destined to occur, so long as I stay the course. Three, it's that I'm going to make many mistakes. So much so, that it overshadows my victories, if I choose to give the mistakes that power.
Considering that you have been on healing mode for damn near a year, you have surely made monumental progress, in retrospect. Surely your interactions with your friends and family have become much more engaging and fun. Give yourself a bit of credit, and enjoy the small victories while learning from the mistakes
The last sentence of your most recent post is indicative to me of a potential negative feedback loop, in that you subconsciously believe that you will deal with the same old shit for the rest of your life, thereby causing some self sabotage along your journey. Maybe I'm reading too deep into it, but I just wanted to bring it up in case it's worth some self examining.
Considering that you have been on healing mode for damn near a year, you have surely made monumental progress, in retrospect. Surely your interactions with your friends and family have become much more engaging and fun. Give yourself a bit of credit, and enjoy the small victories while learning from the mistakes
The last sentence of your most recent post is indicative to me of a potential negative feedback loop, in that you subconsciously believe that you will deal with the same old shit for the rest of your life, thereby causing some self sabotage along your journey. Maybe I'm reading too deep into it, but I just wanted to bring it up in case it's worth some self examining.
