01-20-2017, 05:45 PM
Here are some things to note.
On 2.4, I would semis throughout the whole day. On 3.0.1A, it rarely happens. I'm totally fine with this. I'd rather not get turned on all day with no one to fuck.
I noticed that the idea of using porn as an outlet is mostly gone. I'm not tempted really to use it. I went like over 2 weeks no porn. I watched some a couple days ago, PMO, but it just wasn't as satisfying as it was in the past. Also worth noting that I didn't get the usual urge to go a second round at all. And usually, it's a VERY strong urge. So like I thought, porn was in the way since it's being cleared out.
I felt good earlier today. Then suddenly less good. The change in moods/states happens really fast. I didn't really feel bad today, but I noticed when I went from good to okay.
I kind of wonder if the manifestation part of the sub is working. In one of my classes, there's a girl I'd like to fuck, and there was a group thing we had to do but go online to get in groups. By the time I got on there, the one she was in was filled. So I'll see if DMSI manifests an even better way.
Also, I think this is worth noting. I've been thinking about one girl a lot throughout the entire day for the past few days. I don't get emotionally overwhelmed or anything. But I consider that a "oneitis" or "beta" behavior. I honestly can't recall the last time this has happened to me to this extent. I'd like for it to stop. I can't say it's a DMSI NS effect because I don't feel that, I recognize it as being the unhealthy habit I use to have so I don't act on it or anything.
Sometimes I think about stopping and letting the bloom happen, but I want to stop after it feels like all the major stuff has been healed and cleared. Then again, stopping can cause a bloom in healing as well. I don't know what to do. However, the next couple of days will be extremely busy. Without a doubt, I know I won't be doing 3 loops. I'll be lucky to fit in one loop a day.
Thoughts
Internal changes, but little external results.
I see a couple of others have started having scenarios that match the design goal. That's great! Now it just has to become a regular daily thing and start happening on the first exposure or even in passing. Once it's at that point and the anti resistance modules blow through any and all resistance, it'll be something truly amazing.
I see how internally I'm slowly changing. Eventually, I will achieve the design goals.
Also, does anyone else do visualization with the subs like Shannon mentioned? I've been doing it since I've been on DMSI. Can't say it's speeding up results or anything, but I'll keep going.
On 2.4, I would semis throughout the whole day. On 3.0.1A, it rarely happens. I'm totally fine with this. I'd rather not get turned on all day with no one to fuck.
I noticed that the idea of using porn as an outlet is mostly gone. I'm not tempted really to use it. I went like over 2 weeks no porn. I watched some a couple days ago, PMO, but it just wasn't as satisfying as it was in the past. Also worth noting that I didn't get the usual urge to go a second round at all. And usually, it's a VERY strong urge. So like I thought, porn was in the way since it's being cleared out.
I felt good earlier today. Then suddenly less good. The change in moods/states happens really fast. I didn't really feel bad today, but I noticed when I went from good to okay.
I kind of wonder if the manifestation part of the sub is working. In one of my classes, there's a girl I'd like to fuck, and there was a group thing we had to do but go online to get in groups. By the time I got on there, the one she was in was filled. So I'll see if DMSI manifests an even better way.
Also, I think this is worth noting. I've been thinking about one girl a lot throughout the entire day for the past few days. I don't get emotionally overwhelmed or anything. But I consider that a "oneitis" or "beta" behavior. I honestly can't recall the last time this has happened to me to this extent. I'd like for it to stop. I can't say it's a DMSI NS effect because I don't feel that, I recognize it as being the unhealthy habit I use to have so I don't act on it or anything.
Sometimes I think about stopping and letting the bloom happen, but I want to stop after it feels like all the major stuff has been healed and cleared. Then again, stopping can cause a bloom in healing as well. I don't know what to do. However, the next couple of days will be extremely busy. Without a doubt, I know I won't be doing 3 loops. I'll be lucky to fit in one loop a day.
Thoughts
Internal changes, but little external results.
I see a couple of others have started having scenarios that match the design goal. That's great! Now it just has to become a regular daily thing and start happening on the first exposure or even in passing. Once it's at that point and the anti resistance modules blow through any and all resistance, it'll be something truly amazing.
I see how internally I'm slowly changing. Eventually, I will achieve the design goals.
Also, does anyone else do visualization with the subs like Shannon mentioned? I've been doing it since I've been on DMSI. Can't say it's speeding up results or anything, but I'll keep going.
