01-09-2017, 08:37 PM
So I just got back from a rehearsal for a film I'm doing. The girl who plays the romantic interest of my character is hot. She's bi. She was friendly towards everyone. She was a bit touchy with more than just me. She mentioned the attention she gets and how one director she worked with asked to be fwbs with her (which she made it clear how she didn't like him) and how one of her friends is trying to hook her up with another girl at her job to go out. She asked me and another guy to take a group picture (the other guy seems noticeably older than either of us)
Considering all of this, I don't think that my aura is affecting her at all and I was around her for 4 hours. I will say that in general I think my anxiety has lowered (or maybe it's just been fluctuating while on the program).
Thoughts
I've said it before, but I'll say it again. I hope the next DMSI is twice as powerful, heal at twice the speed and become at twice the speed.
I know I'm being affected by DMSI, but it'd great to know what's the hold up. No, I'm not constantly frustrated by my current results. But it's times when there's a primetime situation like tonight, and I see nothing substantial that I do get disappointed. I do feel different. Sometimes it feels like the universe is responding to that. But at major points, it doesn't.
To be blunt, I've seen more in the past when I'm working with female actors using just the pheromone Wolf than I saw tonight. With Wolf, I had 2 actresses want to take pics with me, me in the middle of both of them, the older one was bold enough to ask for my number, the younger one happily gave me hers when I mentioned it. And the other guy I was working with was very buddy buddy with me.
I will be meeting on two more days with the people I'm working with for my current film. If anything substantial occurs I'll mention it.
Considering all of this, I don't think that my aura is affecting her at all and I was around her for 4 hours. I will say that in general I think my anxiety has lowered (or maybe it's just been fluctuating while on the program).
Thoughts
I've said it before, but I'll say it again. I hope the next DMSI is twice as powerful, heal at twice the speed and become at twice the speed.
I know I'm being affected by DMSI, but it'd great to know what's the hold up. No, I'm not constantly frustrated by my current results. But it's times when there's a primetime situation like tonight, and I see nothing substantial that I do get disappointed. I do feel different. Sometimes it feels like the universe is responding to that. But at major points, it doesn't.
To be blunt, I've seen more in the past when I'm working with female actors using just the pheromone Wolf than I saw tonight. With Wolf, I had 2 actresses want to take pics with me, me in the middle of both of them, the older one was bold enough to ask for my number, the younger one happily gave me hers when I mentioned it. And the other guy I was working with was very buddy buddy with me.
I will be meeting on two more days with the people I'm working with for my current film. If anything substantial occurs I'll mention it.
