12-30-2016, 10:47 AM
I lost someone very close to me due to old age. I really didn't feel like posting for a while, especially updating my journal, but I have to keep moving forward. Anyway, even though I'm still going through this, I wanted to report that I didn't get as depressed as I expected. Definitely not. I don't know if DMSI had anything to do with it but I really felt I should mention it to Shannon.
Nothing noticeable observed in terms of effects or aura. I've seen attractive girls but no response whatsoever.
Only 2 things in the last month even mildly surprised me. One girl that very rarely responds to my texts (or anyone's texts really since she doesn't check her phone that much), responded to my Merry Christmas text. I responded with a joke about her actually checking her phone and she said it was a miracle.
One of my relatives got me a shirt that I actually like, which that pretty much never happens. And I really like it.
I thought it was important to update so Shannon can keep improving DMSI.
Here are some suggestions I thought of:
1. Make the program produce results at an observable at constant rate. For example, week 1 the user could feel comfortable around girls, week 2 the user could get comfortable texting/calling girls, by week 4 the user could be getting makeouts. Something consistent like this would be great so the user can estimate where they will be in x amount of time.
2. It's already been mentioned but remote seduction would be perfect. I'm around the family a lot for the holidays and it'd be great if I got back to campus and already had manifestations lined up and hot girls already begging for sex.
Also, one day I had to do only 2 loops of masked because it was late and I had very limited time. Another day, I decided to do 6 loops of the hybrid just to see what would happen. On the 4th loop I felt a slight headache but it went away. I felt my state shift a bit more strongly while doing those extra loops as well. I also had trouble sleeping for a week. I could only get 5-6 hrs of sleep. That may be related to the 6 loops. I started using things to help me fall asleep and it's better now.
Nothing noticeable observed in terms of effects or aura. I've seen attractive girls but no response whatsoever.
Only 2 things in the last month even mildly surprised me. One girl that very rarely responds to my texts (or anyone's texts really since she doesn't check her phone that much), responded to my Merry Christmas text. I responded with a joke about her actually checking her phone and she said it was a miracle.
One of my relatives got me a shirt that I actually like, which that pretty much never happens. And I really like it.
I thought it was important to update so Shannon can keep improving DMSI.
Here are some suggestions I thought of:
1. Make the program produce results at an observable at constant rate. For example, week 1 the user could feel comfortable around girls, week 2 the user could get comfortable texting/calling girls, by week 4 the user could be getting makeouts. Something consistent like this would be great so the user can estimate where they will be in x amount of time.
2. It's already been mentioned but remote seduction would be perfect. I'm around the family a lot for the holidays and it'd be great if I got back to campus and already had manifestations lined up and hot girls already begging for sex.
Also, one day I had to do only 2 loops of masked because it was late and I had very limited time. Another day, I decided to do 6 loops of the hybrid just to see what would happen. On the 4th loop I felt a slight headache but it went away. I felt my state shift a bit more strongly while doing those extra loops as well. I also had trouble sleeping for a week. I could only get 5-6 hrs of sleep. That may be related to the 6 loops. I started using things to help me fall asleep and it's better now.
