I'm not that into dubstep, but that animation was pretty cool and it did go with the music 
So today I noticed I had more anxiety. It was mainly about talking in front of the class, but I had to do it for a grade so I did.
The girl at the asian place that always gave me discounts doesn't work there anymore. She mentioned she was leaving though. Since she left, I didn't get any more military discounts...until today. The girl at the register that also knows how often I go by decided to give me a discount. Awesome.
If healing is occurring, it's actually well hidden.
Again today I didn't feel hungry until later in the day. It was actually within the first ten minutes of me starting my loops that the hunger hit.
I had thoughts of going up to a couple of hot girls with nice rear ends, putting my hands on their hips and fucking them.
Thoughts
I like how things are going at the moment. I would love for DMSI to finish up all the anxiety that's left over.
I listened to a Cory Skyy podcast earlier today. He was saying that once you destroy your comfort zone, you can be free to live however you choose. I think that DMSI should lead to that for me. My last thing I feel holding me back is a past identity created that said I wasn't social, had no friends, and couldn't get girls. Once DMSI finishes handling that, I think I'll truly find my freedom.
P.S. I'm sticking with 3 loops a day back to back...for now mwuahahaha!
So today I noticed I had more anxiety. It was mainly about talking in front of the class, but I had to do it for a grade so I did.
The girl at the asian place that always gave me discounts doesn't work there anymore. She mentioned she was leaving though. Since she left, I didn't get any more military discounts...until today. The girl at the register that also knows how often I go by decided to give me a discount. Awesome.
If healing is occurring, it's actually well hidden.
Again today I didn't feel hungry until later in the day. It was actually within the first ten minutes of me starting my loops that the hunger hit.
I had thoughts of going up to a couple of hot girls with nice rear ends, putting my hands on their hips and fucking them.
Thoughts
I like how things are going at the moment. I would love for DMSI to finish up all the anxiety that's left over.
I listened to a Cory Skyy podcast earlier today. He was saying that once you destroy your comfort zone, you can be free to live however you choose. I think that DMSI should lead to that for me. My last thing I feel holding me back is a past identity created that said I wasn't social, had no friends, and couldn't get girls. Once DMSI finishes handling that, I think I'll truly find my freedom.
P.S. I'm sticking with 3 loops a day back to back...for now mwuahahaha!
