11-19-2021, 08:23 AM
After a long night of introspection I finally figured out whats wrong with me right now. It's no longer fear that is holding me back (maybe it is a little bit), but it is Shame.
I am feeling allot of shame for the things that I've done in my past & that is making me have social anxiety because I don't want to be around people.
So I've started using Emotional Pain Healing Relief Aid. I feel allot of guilt and shame right now.
I'm also making my life more structured & setting up a routine. My Ex gf had a good talk yesterday & It helped heal the relationships tension / damage significantly. Were on okay terms now, but I won't be seeing her for a long time so I'm not going to keep focusing on her or thinking about her.
I hope to get back with her but right now more then ever I want to make sure everything else in my life is in order. The rainy/Winter here in Vancouver is quite depressing, it's usually this time of the year where I fuck up, so I'm trying to be proactive & conscious.
I am feeling allot of shame for the things that I've done in my past & that is making me have social anxiety because I don't want to be around people.
So I've started using Emotional Pain Healing Relief Aid. I feel allot of guilt and shame right now.
I'm also making my life more structured & setting up a routine. My Ex gf had a good talk yesterday & It helped heal the relationships tension / damage significantly. Were on okay terms now, but I won't be seeing her for a long time so I'm not going to keep focusing on her or thinking about her.
I hope to get back with her but right now more then ever I want to make sure everything else in my life is in order. The rainy/Winter here in Vancouver is quite depressing, it's usually this time of the year where I fuck up, so I'm trying to be proactive & conscious.
