The razors on my lips, the poison in my kiss (AM6 Second Run - S6)

[K-Train]

Ahh man, Shannon, that son of a gun. He did it again. HAHAHAHAHA!!!! Man, I'm feeling kinda like Krillin watching all you guys power up and become Super Saiyans. I've actually experienced a similar effect with ASC, AOS, and NSFM. It's a great feeling when you can't f*ck yourself up even if you want to. And when its like that, it's hard for anyone else to kill your vibe.

Also, quick question for you. You mentioned it a bit but when the hating ass orbiter was throwing you shade and that situation went down was your Super Saiyan high still kicking?

[lokko]

Now do you see why I said it's going to be relatively likely to derail AM6? 2 loops, and it's still running in your mind and body 60 hours later. And we still only have a handful of 6G technologies in place.

What I am not revealing about the program is the technologies in use. What you're experiencing is a technology I developed specifically for AOSI (and then forgot to put in the description), mixed with OE3, SOA and AGN.

New technology is a secret. But it will be in every new 5.5G and every 6G.

Would you add this new technology to ephra 5.5 or are you planning to release ephra in 6g in the future?

[chaosvrgn]

Also, quick question for you. You mentioned it a bit but when the hating ass orbiter was throwing you shade and that situation went down was your Super Saiyan high still kicking?

I was totally on a high. Like I mentioned in an earlier post, it's like she and I were the only two people that existed. I didn't even realize she had left the room. It really felt like a "magical moment" from a movie or something. Interesting thing is, had this have happened in the past, I would've been so pissed that I missed out on this opportunity. Now it's like... meh, shit happens. When I think back on it, it's more an analysis of the sub's effects than anything else.

Now that the effect's fading, I'm REALLY starting to miss it. AM6 is so harsh compared to AOSI. The RAAAAGGGE!!!! ™ is returning alongside the urge to seclude myself and just not give a f*ck about anything. That isn't a knock against AM6, tho -- I always feel like this while it's running, then I feel like I can take down the world once I turn it off and let it process. That being said, AM6 + AOSI felt ABSOLUTELY OUTSTANDING.

Literally, I was walking around feeling like f*ckin' "Waves" from The Life of Pablo:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BQFrezbeL10

Or that damn line from "Highlights" --

Sometimes I'm wishin' that my dick had GoPro
So I could play that shit back in slo-mo
I just shot an amateur video; I think I should go pro
We only makin' the highlights
We only makin' the highlights
Tell my mama, tell my mama, that I only want my whole life to be mine
One life, one night
High lights
Livin' the life 'til I die

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LTAK6WC8qOI

[Shannon]

Now do you see why I said it's going to be relatively likely to derail AM6? 2 loops, and it's still running in your mind and body 60 hours later. And we still only have a handful of 6G technologies in place.

What I am not revealing about the program is the technologies in use. What you're experiencing is a technology I developed specifically for AOSI (and then forgot to put in the description), mixed with OE3, SOA and AGN.

New technology is a secret. But it will be in every new 5.5G and every 6G.

Would you add this new technology to ephra 5.5 or are you planning to release ephra in 6g in the future?

I'm not rebuilding EHPRA 2.0 for a while. If it gets a rebuild, it will be full 6G. Every 5.5G release is going to try to incorporate more and more technologies from 6G, and I can't go back and rebuild everything over and over again all the time whenever I add something new to the latest program. Those programs in 5.5G will eventually be upgraded to 6G, but in the mean time, they'll all be a stepping stone to 6G, and all have different technologies.

[DisneylandUSA]

Thank you for explaining the gradual process of 5.5 G into the Subliminals

[chaosvrgn]

Very much missing the calm, cool and collected vibe of AOSI. AM6 has me wanting to put my fist through a wall tonight. It's safe to say that AOSI's effects have completely worn off.

Something of note -- I've got a lot of bruises from my heavy martial arts training. I had a particularly LARGE, nasty bruise on my ribs from sparring. After running AOSI, that bruise is NOTICEABLY smaller. I mean, like 85% smaller. Also, it doesn't hurt -- AT ALL. In fact, it itches, which usually signifies healing...

If I didn't know any better, I'd say something in AOSI has a healing effect.

[SargeMaximus]

Very much missing the calm, cool and collected vibe of AOSI. AM6 has me wanting to put my fist through a wall tonight. It's safe to say that AOSI's effects have completely worn off.

Something of note -- I've got a lot of bruises from my heavy martial arts training. I had a particularly LARGE, nasty bruise on my ribs from sparring. After running AOSI, that bruise is NOTICEABLY smaller. I mean, like 85% smaller. Also, it doesn't hurt -- AT ALL. In fact, it itches, which usually signifies healing...

If I didn't know any better, I'd say something in AOSI has a healing effect.

Increased metabolism will increase healing as a byproduct. But are you saying aosi is more calm and cool than am 6? I've not had the rage you describe in am, been pretty Zen. I think it's my strongest state, but if aosi is that way too, it might more sense for me to run it.

With all the burning sensations you reported I assumed this was an unhinged state being produced. It kind of freaks me out tbh.

[chaosvrgn]

Very much missing the calm, cool and collected vibe of AOSI. AM6 has me wanting to put my fist through a wall tonight. It's safe to say that AOSI's effects have completely worn off.

Something of note -- I've got a lot of bruises from my heavy martial arts training. I had a particularly LARGE, nasty bruise on my ribs from sparring. After running AOSI, that bruise is NOTICEABLY smaller. I mean, like 85% smaller. Also, it doesn't hurt -- AT ALL. In fact, it itches, which usually signifies healing...

If I didn't know any better, I'd say something in AOSI has a healing effect.

Increased metabolism will increase healing as a byproduct. But are you saying aosi is more calm and cool than am 6? I've not had the rage you describe in am, been pretty Zen. I think it's my strongest state, but if aosi is that way too, it might more sense for me to run it.

With all the burning sensations you reported I assumed this was an unhinged state being produced. It kind of freaks me out tbh.

I was super zen in S1 and S2 of AM6. Once S3 rolled around, I've experienced nothing but RAAAAAAAAGE!!! ™ It's much better than my first AM6 run -- that was full of deep, deep depression. The RAAAAAAAAAAGE!!! ™ is manageable, because I can generally push through whatever tasks that need to be done. That depression was beyond killer.

But yeah, the AOSI vibe is unparalleled, man -- I've NEVER felt so chill, laid back and in the zone... and I've done a lot of drugs, haha. It's like the best of every drug with no side effects other than having to eat. AND now you're telling me that promotes healing? I was going to do SM eventually, but I dunno. Maybe I'll run this long enough to install as much of the programming as I can, then grab BASE, refresh with Option B. Keep running BASE until I'm rich.

I'm eagerly awaiting until I can run AOSI again. This time, I'm going downtown and approaching rather than hanging with a group.

[SargeMaximus]

Very much missing the calm, cool and collected vibe of AOSI. AM6 has me wanting to put my fist through a wall tonight. It's safe to say that AOSI's effects have completely worn off.

Something of note -- I've got a lot of bruises from my heavy martial arts training. I had a particularly LARGE, nasty bruise on my ribs from sparring. After running AOSI, that bruise is NOTICEABLY smaller. I mean, like 85% smaller. Also, it doesn't hurt -- AT ALL. In fact, it itches, which usually signifies healing...

If I didn't know any better, I'd say something in AOSI has a healing effect.

Increased metabolism will increase healing as a byproduct. But are you saying aosi is more calm and cool than am 6? I've not had the rage you describe in am, been pretty Zen. I think it's my strongest state, but if aosi is that way too, it might more sense for me to run it.

With all the burning sensations you reported I assumed this was an unhinged state being produced. It kind of freaks me out tbh.

I was super zen in S1 and S2 of AM6. Once S3 rolled around, I've experienced nothing but RAAAAAAAAGE!!! ™ It's much better than my first AM6 run -- that was full of deep, deep depression. The RAAAAAAAAAAGE!!! ™ is manageable, because I can generally push through whatever tasks that need to be done. That depression was beyond killer.

But yeah, the AOSI vibe is unparalleled, man -- I've NEVER felt so chill, laid back and in the zone... and I've done a lot of drugs, haha. It's like the best of every drug with no side effects other than having to eat. AND now you're telling me that promotes healing? I was going to do SM eventually, but I dunno. Maybe I'll run this long enough to install as much of the programming as I can, then grab BASE, refresh with Option B. Keep running BASE until I'm rich.

I'm eagerly awaiting until I can run AOSI again. This time, I'm going downtown and approaching rather than hanging with a group.

Huh, well now that you mention it, I have had some anger here and there since starting TRE, but it's mostly fleeting and/or decided (as in I'm being angry to test the States effects on women and etc). I know what you mean about the depression tho, whenever depression has hit me while on a sub, it was like death with my eyes open.

But that's crazy, I think I have to do aosi next then. Zen is my default state and I've always wished I could get the sexual interest while in it.

As for healing, yes. Metabolism and healing speed are linked. For example, I've always been a quick healer because I'm ectomorph body type.

I don't know if you'll need SM, I mean, you already have success with women, I can only imagine you'd need it for the state, but it sounds like aosi does a much better job of that.

Excited to hear about your approaching exploits tho, should be good.

[K-Train]

But yeah, the AOSI vibe is unparalleled, man -- I've NEVER felt so chill, laid back and in the zone... and I've done a lot of drugs, haha. It's like the best of every drug with no side effects other than having to eat. AND now you're telling me that promotes healing? I was going to do SM eventually, but I dunno. Maybe I'll run this long enough to install as much of the programming as I can, then grab BASE, refresh with Option B. Keep running BASE until I'm rich.

I'm eagerly awaiting until I can run AOSI again. This time, I'm going downtown and approaching rather than hanging with a group.

I'm curious about this aspect as well. I know Shannon designed this sub so that a great deal of effort was not necessary but I still believe that "going out there and getting it" will prove to be the deciding factor to AOSI's success. Although based off what's happening around the forum...maybe the only thing you need to do is just be there.

Good luck to you chaos, hopefully you won't have any cockblockers. By the way, did the Japanese chick ever hit you up?

[Shannon]

My money is on, Japanese chick never calls. Even in the supposedly "liberated" United States, women almost never call the man, no matter how interested they are because it is "expected" that the man take all the risk of rejection, all responsibility for everything that does happen, and do all the leg work to get it there.

Japanese culture strikes me as being even less likely for such a thing to happen, but hey, maybe I'm wrong.

[Light]

My money is on, Japanese chick never calls. Even in the supposedly "liberated" United States, women almost never call the man, no matter how interested they are because it is "expected" that the man take all the risk of rejection, all responsibility for everything that does happen, and do all the leg work to get it there.

Japanese culture strikes me as being even less likely for such a thing to happen, but hey, maybe I'm wrong.

this is absolutely true for me. i spent years ago sometime approaching girls and was giving my number instead of getting their number. many of them were reallllllly attracted but not one called me. it takes a lot of courage and self-confidence for a woman, may be 100 time more so than among men, for her to call. you have to play by game rules.

[4Kingdoms]

My money is on, Japanese chick never calls. Even in the supposedly "liberated" United States, women almost never call the man, no matter how interested they are because it is "expected" that the man take all the risk of rejection, all responsibility for everything that does happen, and do all the leg work to get it there.

Japanese culture strikes me as being even less likely for such a thing to happen, but hey, maybe I'm wrong.

this is absolutely true for me. i spent years ago sometime approaching girls and was giving my number instead of getting their number. many of them were reallllllly attracted but not one called me. it takes a lot of courage and self-confidence for a woman, may be 100 time more so than among men, for her to call. you have to play by game rules.

I liked your post for admitting it is true. Thank you for your honesty!!

[JackOfHearts]

My money is on, Japanese chick never calls. Even in the supposedly "liberated" United States, women almost never call the man, no matter how interested they are because it is "expected" that the man take all the risk of rejection, all responsibility for everything that does happen, and do all the leg work to get it there.

Japanese culture strikes me as being even less likely for such a thing to happen, but hey, maybe I'm wrong.

Maybe she will just send a text message and you will be right