The Train that Could

[K-Train]

Yeah, that is blatant 'qualifying' on her part.

Lol, that's what I was thinking too . Problem is she has a fiance (I've seen the ring) and plus I really would like to keep things where they are between us. I must say I was shocked when she asked me that, but I answered as if she had asked if 2+2=4.

I also had a bit of rough time with a girl I'd been talking to for the past few weeks. She's literally been head over heels for me and has pretty much given me the green light to f#ck but she also wants comittment, and with her history (and her present behavoir) I was unwilling to commit. I had to literally tell her I didn't love her but I did tell her she was more than welcome to stay in contact with me. I did not want to lead her on any further, and waste her time. My reasoning was that I should be honest now and prevent future heartbreak down the road which would have been 10x worse.

It's hard sometimes. I remember Shannon discussing that Scorpios (in their unevolved form) will do anything for sex and even use people. I'm trying to prevent myself from falling into that stereotype, which some of my friends have slipped into but it's hard.