The Modern Libertine's diary

[RainbowAbyss]

That was one thing I like about alpha 011, it really gave me an edge in 'verbal akido' just cause whatever they say its easy to not resist when you don't give a xxxx.
Cortez two questions
1. How much of a difference did ASC make for you after alpha, it sounded like the overcome AA was some nice icing on the cake but how did ASC' fair?
2. What is the day-day moment to moment 'feel' of Sex magnet, its obviously making a huge difference in interactions but just going about your day whats it like. Are you still ambitious in other others? I would imagine it would enhance your ability with everything in life, mentally of course.

[Cortez]

That was one thing I like about alpha 011, it really gave me an edge in 'verbal akido' just cause whatever they say its easy to not resist when you don't give a xxxx.
Cortez two questions
1. How much of a difference did ASC make for you after alpha, it sounded like the overcome AA was some nice icing on the cake but how did ASC' fair?
2. What is the day-day moment to moment 'feel' of Sex magnet, its obviously making a huge difference in interactions but just going about your day whats it like. Are you still ambitious in other others? I would imagine it would enhance your ability with everything in life, mentally of course.

ASC made a huge difference, because it made me supremely motivated and amplified my confidence immensely. That's a good feeling.

The day to day feel of Sex Magnet kind of varies. Some days I'll be dangerously charismatic, charming, and sexy as hell. Then other days I will have off days and be tired and irritated, but that's just the process of these heavy hitting subliminals. I do notice, however that even on my off days, I am still getting increasingly more nonchalant and charming. I am still ambitious in other matters and it seems to be enhancing that actually. I feel like I'm being pushed towards the life I want to live and I need to make any and all sacrifices to get there. My intentions in getting this set were not really to have a bunch of sex, but to have the healthy fundamental mindset of a sexually actualized man. I think I made a good choice with this set.

[ronatello]

That was one thing I like about alpha 011, it really gave me an edge in 'verbal akido' just cause whatever they say its easy to not resist when you don't give a xxxx.
Cortez two questions
1. How much of a difference did ASC make for you after alpha, it sounded like the overcome AA was some nice icing on the cake but how did ASC' fair?
2. What is the day-day moment to moment 'feel' of Sex magnet, its obviously making a huge difference in interactions but just going about your day whats it like. Are you still ambitious in other others? I would imagine it would enhance your ability with everything in life, mentally of course.

ASC made a huge difference, because it made me supremely motivated and amplified my confidence immensely. That's a good feeling.

The day to day feel of Sex Magnet kind of varies. Some days I'll be dangerously charismatic, charming, and sexy as hell. Then other days I will have off days and be tired and irritated, but that's just the process of these heavy hitting subliminals. I do notice, however that even on my off days, I am still getting increasingly more nonchalant and charming. I am still ambitious in other matters and it seems to be enhancing that actually. I feel like I'm being pushed towards the life I want to live and I need to make any and all sacrifices to get there. My intentions in getting this set were not really to have a bunch of sex, but to have the healthy fundamental mindset of a sexually actualized man. I think I made a good choice with this set.

Definitely agree there!
I'm catching myself saying "racier" things around others... but not too crude. One of my coworkers is always trying to sniff my wrists to see what I'm wearing. I just tell her to sniff and don't bite.
Yesterday I was told by a coworker that I looked tired. Uh-huh, yep!
But in all fairness I was doing strenuous work!

[RainbowAbyss]

Great answers guys, I'll def include ASC in my sexmagnet prep
also I think you two sex magnetiers were on Alpha 010 so you never did a major set on 4g, hopefully it'll be a little less tired making for those who did Alpha 011. I really like the sound of this set from how you put it Cortez, kind of like 'Zan in a box'...except your own style's of course.

[ronatello]

The only pre sex magnet prep subs I did after AM2010 were BIATBW 7.1 and it's counterpart BIATBW-S (sexually). I didn't think to run ASC in tandem with the above mentioned subs but that's water under the bridge. Even though I didn't run ASC before SM2011, my overall confidence is edging up. I won't lie: my sexual confidence needs all the help it can get! And that reason right there was why I bought and now using Sex Magnet!

[Cortez]

I had a great day today! Again I'd like to say that events are much more fun when you go by yourself and you are forced to make new friends. This time there wasn't a damn person there for me to hang out with aside from the new people I met. I did some more dancing and I'm actually getting very good at it. Also, I had to belly dance yet again, but this time was on the stage in front of everyone. It's good to be humiliated, haha.

I'm determined. I am sick of the comfort zone and I want to leave it behind me forever. If you keep doing what you're doing, you'll keep getting what you're getting. Only when I go way outside of my comfort zone do I have great new experiences. I want to leave my comfort zone at every opportunity and I will.

[RainbowAbyss]

Living the edge=masculine fullfillment
Cortez, you said if you keep doing what your doing you'll stay getting what your getting, do you have a vision/goal of what you want to be 'getting' by changing what your doing? Or do you just want to live outside the comfort zone!, no goal or outcome?

[Cortez]

I want to root out all my fears and overcome them one by one.

Aside from that, I have a list of actual goals that I want to accomplish to have the kind of life I want, but overcoming all fear is important. The rush you get from overcoming one of your fears is a massive confidence boost that causes an immediate and fundamental shift in you. I'm getting addicted to the feeling.

[Cortez]

I've been in a sort of melancholy lately. I think perhaps this sub is bringing up a lot of stuff that has been hidden way down in me and it feels like it's coming out in a wave. I don't normally feel this way. It kind of feels like my eye's are being fully opened as to how sick and riddled with insecurities most peoples lives are. Also, I've been noticing on a much deeper level more and more how much religion screws people up psychologically. My family has been deeply messed up by it. It breaks my heart how messed up my family is. I think when I release all of this hidden contempt I'll feel much better.


I went on a date yesterday. I was a little off my game, but that doesn't really matter because I'm tired of game and I don't really care to use it anymore. I find myself letting the attraction happen or not at all. I could really care less either way. The girl I went out with was a nice enough girl, but she had that masculine edge to her personality that a lot of American women have and she didn't really laugh a lot. That's a shame too because she has a really pretty smile. She asked a lot of questions and I felt that it was like a job interview(Which is a quick way to get me uninterested). I told her at one point "You know, you ask a lot of questions." I just have to call it like it is. It's a stark contrast to the girl I was seeing recently. Me and that girl were immensely attracted to each other and asked very little questions about one each others lives. I still don't even know how old she is and I saw her for a while. We were just irresistibly drawn to each other. Anyway, back to the new girl...I don't think either of us were digging the date. She's a Leo and I am too and from what I know about Leo's dating Leo's, they are either irresistibly drawn to one another or just butt heads continuously. I'm thinking it would constantly be the latter, but she's a nice girl anyway. Her and I just aren't in the stars, lol.

[Shannon]

Cortez, please refrain from discussing religion. Rule #4: http://subliminal-talk.com/Thread-The-Rules

As for the rest, as you say, Leo and Leo tend to only get along if there is a conjunction of the planets involved; otherwise, they tend to grate on each other because they are both trying for dominance, and neither will put up with it from the other.

[Cortez]

My apologies.

[Shannon]

Apology is unnecessary. We just want to avoid topics that have the potential for offending people and thus derailing the spirit of the board, which is group improvement.

[RainbowAbyss]

Cortez you think what! lol just kidding of course!
was the first girl pre or post sex magnet?
I like that attitude: tired of game-it is either there or it isn't and it sounds like its there often enough for you

[Cortez]

I met the first girl in stage 4 of the alpha set. I was at a point where I really was very much enjoying the void that comes with masculine energy therefore I was extremely dominant and blunt. This girl is extremely feminine and so, naturally it was an easy match. It was my relationship with her, however that made me realize that it's time for me to experience some kind of deeper intimacy, because we had an extremely sexual relationship. We could be together for more than five minutes it seemed without getting sexual, but we didn't necessarily have the same sense of humor or type of personality and so we often times didn't have much to talk about. The one thing we really were totally on the same page about was the fact that neither of us really wanted a relationship at that point in time and that was an unspoken thing. We never even really had that talk because when we started seeing each other, she had already made plans to move to Korea in few months time to teach English, but those plans fell through and so our relationship was extended. It was very much a day by day thing, which I believe any good relationship should be, but , there just wasn't the kind of connection I really wanted. Since the sex wasn't enough(God help, I never thought I'd say that) I even got tired of that after a while, as good as it was. So that was a good lesson to learn and it definitely helped me to grow.

RainbowAbyss, I'm very much enjoying this honest approach. I respect myself a hell of a lot more because of it. The way I see it is, if you aren't honest and you get the girl, you STILL lose, bottom line, because you haven't earned the right to have respect for yourself. One thing I've been noticing lately since I have been more honest with myself and everyone around me, as well starting to meditate more, is that I'm starting to be able to tell what kind of people are operating out of honesty and which ones aren't. This goes beyond girls. I feel like I need to live my life being as loving as I can for the sake of it. I get enough attraction from women wherever I go now, that I don't really need to worry about them. I've found that women will present themselves to you everywhere you go as long as you're authentic and when you know what you want then you can qualify them to know if there's something good there between you or not. Besides...there's another girl I'm talking to now and she's much sweeter and prettier.