08-07-2017, 08:52 AM
First run of DMSI Wrap Up
42 days of DMSI 3.1A
30 days of DMSI 3.1B
7 days of DMSI 3.1A
So in the end I decided to move the plan up by one week and just stop DMSI. My last day was Sunday. I will take this week off subs and start MLS next week.
I recognize that I still have lots of issues to heal. By the end of last week I was deep in the middle of a healing cycle. I felt very anti social and non-motivated. I didn't see any meaning in anything I wanted to do and kept procrastinating. I noticed my mind was wandering to cheap thrills such as food and online shopping so that I don't have to face being with myself. Wasn't interested in girls at all. I met my FWB but I didn't really enjoy it. When I made mistakes, such as misjudging the time and arriving late, I got down on myself really bad and my mood was affected the whole day.
I know that running DMSI A would be very beneficial for me, but I have to stop it for now. The brain fog and fatigue are hindering my business activities. The procrastination is killing me too. Holiday season is coming and the priority for now is to learn as much as I can about marketing and designing new products so I can rake it in in the holidays. Around mid November I would be able to switch again, because the strategies would likely be fixed by then. Hopefully DMSI 3.2 would already be released then. I made one new FWB in this run (the 19 year old) so at least I won't be too lacking sexually.
I plan to gift myself Lasik surgery and a new pair of custom earbuds if I have a good holiday season
I'm looking at this model: https://www.jhaudio.com/p/roxanne-custom
Till then DMSI!! It's been really good. I hope MLS will be insane!!
42 days of DMSI 3.1A
30 days of DMSI 3.1B
7 days of DMSI 3.1A
So in the end I decided to move the plan up by one week and just stop DMSI. My last day was Sunday. I will take this week off subs and start MLS next week.
I recognize that I still have lots of issues to heal. By the end of last week I was deep in the middle of a healing cycle. I felt very anti social and non-motivated. I didn't see any meaning in anything I wanted to do and kept procrastinating. I noticed my mind was wandering to cheap thrills such as food and online shopping so that I don't have to face being with myself. Wasn't interested in girls at all. I met my FWB but I didn't really enjoy it. When I made mistakes, such as misjudging the time and arriving late, I got down on myself really bad and my mood was affected the whole day.
I know that running DMSI A would be very beneficial for me, but I have to stop it for now. The brain fog and fatigue are hindering my business activities. The procrastination is killing me too. Holiday season is coming and the priority for now is to learn as much as I can about marketing and designing new products so I can rake it in in the holidays. Around mid November I would be able to switch again, because the strategies would likely be fixed by then. Hopefully DMSI 3.2 would already be released then. I made one new FWB in this run (the 19 year old) so at least I won't be too lacking sexually.
I plan to gift myself Lasik surgery and a new pair of custom earbuds if I have a good holiday season
I'm looking at this model: https://www.jhaudio.com/p/roxanne-customTill then DMSI!! It's been really good. I hope MLS will be insane!!
