09-17-2017, 01:39 AM
I have had the same thought about getting somewhat accustomed to the test by repetition, Ampersnd. But it is allowing for a better comparison of the results than simply taking another test from another site.
At the moment I feel a bit stuck. Every few days there is an emotional downward spiral which makes me think of a constant uphill battle. But instead of experiencing the satisfying feeling of having overcome obstacles and making progress there is no real sense of progress. Might be a case of very effective hiding of changes from the un-/conscious or a clash of expectations and reality.
Well, at least I think I see how I express myself better. Although it still does not have the same WOW-effect I got from BASE with respect to communicating.
The longer I am running 5.5Gs the more I think it is not that much stronger, if at all, than some of the 5Gs I ran in the past. But that's always the problem with a subjective evaluation while you are in the middle of running a sub, isn't it?
One thing I haven't experienced is an improvement in my ability to memorize. I have climbed back to my baseline but not further up. At least not yet. However, I am not sure how much of a boost I would need to consciously notice it.
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At the moment I feel a bit stuck. Every few days there is an emotional downward spiral which makes me think of a constant uphill battle. But instead of experiencing the satisfying feeling of having overcome obstacles and making progress there is no real sense of progress. Might be a case of very effective hiding of changes from the un-/conscious or a clash of expectations and reality.
Well, at least I think I see how I express myself better. Although it still does not have the same WOW-effect I got from BASE with respect to communicating.
The longer I am running 5.5Gs the more I think it is not that much stronger, if at all, than some of the 5Gs I ran in the past. But that's always the problem with a subjective evaluation while you are in the middle of running a sub, isn't it?
One thing I haven't experienced is an improvement in my ability to memorize. I have climbed back to my baseline but not further up. At least not yet. However, I am not sure how much of a boost I would need to consciously notice it.
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