09-04-2017, 12:45 AM
In addition to the hope there is a lot of resistance going on lately. Again and again my consciousness is flooded with the urge to change programs. Either E2, AM or BASE. While some part of me is trying to convince the rest of why any one of these would be better or more suited I am still able to see through this self-deception.
This mix of hope and despair is something I haven't had in some time. And strangely enough I kind of enjoy feeling this emotional collage because I don't really experience emotions anymore.
This mix of hope and despair is something I haven't had in some time. And strangely enough I kind of enjoy feeling this emotional collage because I don't really experience emotions anymore.
_ - Third Stone From The Sun - _
