08-31-2017, 01:40 PM
(08-26-2017, 09:47 PM)Ampersnd Wrote:(08-26-2017, 08:35 PM)Raz Wrote: I am hitting a wall in slow motion.
Feeling like I forfeited my life and the opportunities it presented me. Not an inch of self-discipline is left. My sleep is a mess even when I don't listen to MLS at night. And I don't want to listen to MLS anymore at all ... or to subs in general. Too much invested time with so very limited returns.
Now that registers under resistance in my book. F*ck you resistance!
Similar feelings for me on Day 15.
Same I'm having trouble sleeping more than 7 hours per night, even when I need more.
Also I can't stay up working late at night like I used to.
When it's 11pm, my eyes now autoclose without my consentment which can be quite annoying ^^
"There is a fine line between consideration and hesitation. The former is wisdom, the latter is fear."
"Yesterday I was cleaver so I wanted to change the world.
Today I am wise, so I am changing myself."
"Yesterday I was cleaver so I wanted to change the world.
Today I am wise, so I am changing myself."