07-04-2017, 12:51 AM
(07-04-2017, 12:16 AM)Raz Wrote: Out of anticipation I am starting my journal for MLS 5.5.
It may also serve me to track how I change once the program is ready and launched.
Right now I am on the the DMSI train and have been for the past months. Not much happening here, but still something going on though. A lot of autopilot mode where I am doing things like in a dream. In fact most of my waking time has become kind of hazy and is rushing past me with a tremendous speed.
I believe though that I have had multiple instances over the past weeks that are related to the coming MLS, like short bursts of immense clarity, doing mathematical calculations because it suddenly seemed fun, accessing deep knowledge to form new mental connections, and so on.
The need and want to immerse myself in knowledge has decreased noticeably during these past months. For most of the time I didn't want to learn new stuff and if I did I haven't had the mental clarity and concentration to get information into my head. Normally, I am a knowledge sponge. Learning about everything and anything has been a companion for most of my life.
Self development comes in many forms for many people. For me the pinnacle of developing myself is through learning and understanding as many facets of life as possible, hands on practically as well as theoretically.
That said, I am waiting patiently and with a calm joy for MLS. May it become something truly special and unique!
Holy Shit! I thought I was the only one going thru this experience. I am listening to OF-5G BTW. Still I feel all these stuff and think that the future me is listening to MLS-5.5G which is affecting me in this time as my subconscious is picking up signals fromm future.
