Quick update.
Last day of 1 loop, I had a dream. It was me on my bed, and a little girl, blonde hair and blue eyes, on my bed with me. I had the feeling she was my daughter. We were sitting there, and she said something like "Where is Mommy/Why don't I have a Mommy?". I don't recall exact wording. I said, again, don't recall exact wording "You don't have one/It's just us together/You and Daddy". She accepted my answer and was completely fine with it. I woke up right after. I looked online for the meaning of this type of dream, it was intriguing.
The next day I started two loops, as a result of that dream and what I researched it could mean. The second day of two loops, I had a dream. This type of dream is very rare to me on subs. I rarely dream of girls for some reason. Usually, it's abstract things I can't see their relevance to the sub I'm running at the time, especially when I run these "attraction" subs. Anyway, in this dream, I was at a bar. A girl was seated across from me in the booth, and one was beside me. I don't recall much of the girl across from me, I think blonde hair, can't remember eye colour. The one beside me was a girl I liked in my past, thought she was gorgeous, and like half my age too, lol. But I couldn't make anything happen with her, and she faded away, still friends of friends type of thing, but it's been like two years since we've spoken. Anyway, in the dream, she was seeming into me, and reached up to my face, grabbed onto it, and said "you are the perfect blend, you look young enough, but still "masculine man" enough to look up to, I really like it". Something like that. Her, and girls like her, have always been ones I couldn't get anything going with, and have insecurities about my age and it being "too late", and my looks not being good. So, this dream is self explanatory, and it being a very rare instance of me actually dreaming directly ABOUT girls, never mind one I know and was very attracted to, and that it covered actual insecurities I have, it was worth mentioning.
After that dream, I started moving up again, today at 3 loops now. I'm glad that the nightmare with my business is ending after so long, so not much of that terrible crisis left to handle. So I don't need to be so concerned about risking the terrible, debilitating exhaustion I experienced on previous versions. I needed maximum focus and energy during this period. Meaning now I can experiment increasing my loops over time to see what happens. At a bare minimum, H&C is continuing to occur it seems. In theory, some kind of clear tangible external results should happen at some point down the line then if that keeps digging, but it seems I've been looking for that since starting on V2.2 and it can be hard at times to stay open to that actually being possible on this I admit.
That's it for now!
Last day of 1 loop, I had a dream. It was me on my bed, and a little girl, blonde hair and blue eyes, on my bed with me. I had the feeling she was my daughter. We were sitting there, and she said something like "Where is Mommy/Why don't I have a Mommy?". I don't recall exact wording. I said, again, don't recall exact wording "You don't have one/It's just us together/You and Daddy". She accepted my answer and was completely fine with it. I woke up right after. I looked online for the meaning of this type of dream, it was intriguing.
The next day I started two loops, as a result of that dream and what I researched it could mean. The second day of two loops, I had a dream. This type of dream is very rare to me on subs. I rarely dream of girls for some reason. Usually, it's abstract things I can't see their relevance to the sub I'm running at the time, especially when I run these "attraction" subs. Anyway, in this dream, I was at a bar. A girl was seated across from me in the booth, and one was beside me. I don't recall much of the girl across from me, I think blonde hair, can't remember eye colour. The one beside me was a girl I liked in my past, thought she was gorgeous, and like half my age too, lol. But I couldn't make anything happen with her, and she faded away, still friends of friends type of thing, but it's been like two years since we've spoken. Anyway, in the dream, she was seeming into me, and reached up to my face, grabbed onto it, and said "you are the perfect blend, you look young enough, but still "masculine man" enough to look up to, I really like it". Something like that. Her, and girls like her, have always been ones I couldn't get anything going with, and have insecurities about my age and it being "too late", and my looks not being good. So, this dream is self explanatory, and it being a very rare instance of me actually dreaming directly ABOUT girls, never mind one I know and was very attracted to, and that it covered actual insecurities I have, it was worth mentioning.
After that dream, I started moving up again, today at 3 loops now. I'm glad that the nightmare with my business is ending after so long, so not much of that terrible crisis left to handle. So I don't need to be so concerned about risking the terrible, debilitating exhaustion I experienced on previous versions. I needed maximum focus and energy during this period. Meaning now I can experiment increasing my loops over time to see what happens. At a bare minimum, H&C is continuing to occur it seems. In theory, some kind of clear tangible external results should happen at some point down the line then if that keeps digging, but it seems I've been looking for that since starting on V2.2 and it can be hard at times to stay open to that actually being possible on this I admit.
That's it for now!
