10-31-2011, 06:10 PM
(10-29-2011, 09:08 PM)Shannon Wrote: What you describe sounds to me like you are resisting the program, and instead of doing what it's pushing you to do, you're withdrawing and trying to hide from those actions. That is a common reason for lack of hope - feeling caught between a rock and a hard place, while refusing to choose one or the other path and move on.
I have to give it to you, that is a very good reading from your side. I think I have been resisting the idea of moving out and live for myself (which I guess is in the program?) , because I feel like that's not wise right now, financially. But apart from that really don't know what actions I'm resisting and what I can do to move on from here.
I'm feel confused and uncertain now if I want to do anything in life. I think the lack of hope and unclarity comes from the declining quality and therefor the lack of hope in my social life, and that's affecting all areas of my life (motivation, career).
