12-03-2015, 11:23 AM
(This post was last modified: 12-03-2015, 11:36 AM by hiddenalias.)
Okay so I have been playing this in my head over and over again all morning to want to ask the owner of where I was working if I can voluntarily come and give a 'helping hand' without any compensation on her behalf; basically just volunteering my free time at the daycare.
Imagining how I would ask for the request, what would I say, then being irrational and fearing she will say no......
Reason why is, and this may seem weird, but I do want to see the kids I've became accustomed to since I've started there 6 weeks ago, it's like they've become 2nd family;
A normal person that who is transferred or terminated from a location, that is the end of story; you move on and life goes on.....but I feel like I want to keep that part of myself alive and enjoy the presence of the kiddos.....
Some weird desire I know I don't know what to do....abnormal I am sure. What are your opinions
With my current suffering of irrational fears, social anxiety and UNalphaness, I think I should let this pass and when I become stronger as a man, things will go smoother I guess
thanks
Imagining how I would ask for the request, what would I say, then being irrational and fearing she will say no......
Reason why is, and this may seem weird, but I do want to see the kids I've became accustomed to since I've started there 6 weeks ago, it's like they've become 2nd family;
A normal person that who is transferred or terminated from a location, that is the end of story; you move on and life goes on.....but I feel like I want to keep that part of myself alive and enjoy the presence of the kiddos.....
Some weird desire I know I don't know what to do....abnormal I am sure. What are your opinions
With my current suffering of irrational fears, social anxiety and UNalphaness, I think I should let this pass and when I become stronger as a man, things will go smoother I guess
thanks
