The AM7 Stage 0 Experience

[Just Saiyan]

That, my friend, is the ass kicking.    It moves you forward at a good pace and doesn't care what you would do otherwise.  Nice to see it works without needing to resort to brutality.

Yes. I went through the brutality on previous programs. I think I’m at a point where I was through the worst parts of it anyways. If it can bypass those worst parts altogether that would be a total game changer for those who have a lot to deal with. Tbh, most people would have given up instead of going through what I went through, so if they can do it in a much easier way, this will make success so much more achievable for more people.

Not too much to report today. Overall feeling pretty good. I had a dream of showing a beautiful foreign girl around town and then taking a chance and showing my interest in her and she responded positively and I think the story arc was leading to an intimate encounter, but either the dream ended there or I don’t remember the rest.

[Just Saiyan]

I didn’t get enough sleep last night and subsequently didn’t feel great today. It also felt like I was moving through some denser layers of emotional junk. I had to lay down for an hour in the afternoon to rest. Even so, this wasn’t anywhere near as uncomfortable as things used to be when pushing through tiredness or emotional healing.

[Have at ye]

I didn’t get enough sleep last night and subsequently didn’t feel great today. It also felt like I was moving through some denser layers of emotional junk. I had to lay down for an hour in the afternoon to rest. Even so, this wasn’t anywhere near as uncomfortable as things used to be when pushing through tiredness or emotional healing.

I'm getting something similar (the "I need to lie down" thing), I believe it's part of the ass-kicking because it's healing on steroids, boot-camp style. But the program is keeping me motivated to keep going no matter how exhausting it's gonna get.

We ain't no ninnies nor namby-pambies. 

[Just Saiyan]

I'm getting something similar (the "I need to lie down" thing), I believe it's part of the ass-kicking because it's healing on steroids, boot-camp style. But the program is keeping me motivated to keep going no matter how exhausting it's gonna get.

We ain't no ninnies nor namby-pambies. 

Yeah I think it’s going to be important to get proper sleep on this program with all it’s doing. That’s one of the things I need to sort out anyway is getting on a better sleep schedule so there we go.

[Just Saiyan]

Today I had some therapeutic work in the training I’m at. A deep layer of rage and disgust came out. It partially was rage and disgust at myself for having been the way I’ve been and hiding myself away from the world my whole life. It was very intense. I’m hoarse from screaming. And here I thought I was through the big stuff. The journey continues.

[Just Saiyan]

I had another productive therapeutic experience today. There was movement and release in the back of the heart area. I have long travel home tomorrow and I’m looking forward to resting afterward. I feel like I may have overdone the work in the last week and I need to see how things settle out now that I won’t be doing intense training and therapy for a while. I’m feeling ups and downs throughout the day and a few moments that feel like some kind of dam could be in the verge of bursting (in a good way)

[Just Saiyan]

Last night, an off night, I had a headache, like a mild migraine. I’ve had it before in the same spot. It’s definitely an energy thing. I could somewhat move it and lighten it with intention. It went away after a while. I woke up in the middle of the night with energy moving in my body, especially my spine. Today I drove all day. Going to bed now I have a feeling of being on the verge of feeling good but not quite there, maybe too tired.