Superman's DMSI v3+ journal

[Superman]

Gotta run A for that.

Yeah I assumed as much, I might switch back to A before 3.1 comes out. Just wish it wasnt so draining.

[Shannon]

Change requires energy. Big change requires big energy. Such is life.

[Superman]

Ok so I really feel like DMSI is causing some huge waves in my life. I've had 3 girls directly tell me they like me with minimal effort on my part. One of them even went so far as to visit me at work. I haven't acted on any because I'm still with my gf. Also my ex contacted me asking if we could be friends. I didn't respond because that's a grey are for me. So that window has probably closed.

On the healing side I feel like DMSI is regressing me through my past to deal with my issues. Lately I've been dreaming about the school I dropped out of. I've always had shame about that. In my dreams I'm going there again and finishing the program. I've had multiple dreams about it. When I think about doing that in real life I feel optimistic about it. But I don't know if my family would approve of me going back to school. I'm getting old enough and I've spent a lot of time and money in school already.

Although I've been getting the feeling to just go for it regardless if they support me. I've got to plan this out first before I make any major decisions. But all that aside I like what DMSI is doing for me

[JackOfHearts]

Is this the version B or you switched back to A?

[Superman]

Is this the version B or you switched back to A?

Sorry for the late reply but this was the A version

3.1 update : did not take a break between 3.01A and 3.1A. I am now experiencing some pretty strong brain fog. Brain feels tired and heavy, eyes just want to close. Feels like a struggle to do anything other than lay in bed.

Side note I had some weird dreams last night. Starting with being found out I was watching porn, then something about the house being 100% bacteria free, then something with changing the bulbs to whiter lights,. This involved people from hough out my whole life from family to coworkers and friends

[Superman]

Update: still running 3.1A. I've been running 3 loops of hybrid trickling stream for about 3 weeks now even though Shannon gave the ok only recently

Results that I've noticed are this girl at work is being sniped HARD. I feel this other girl whom I chat with casually is being sniped as well. There's some turbulence in my relationship with my gf, but we patched it up and just had sex and we stopped because she was in pain. The improvement is that I lasted 20 min instead of 2 and could have still gone longer if she wasnt hurt

I also tried running 6 loops recently, just got really tired and lots of brain fog. 3 loops makes me feel a little heaviness in my head which I like. I like feeling like it's doing something while playing even if it makes me tired. Helps me feel that it's working. I'll try increasing the loops soon to see if I can detect any change

[Superman]

Update :

Ran 3.1B for about 2 months and went back to 3.1A for this past month. One major thing I've noticed is that I've starting putting on a lot of weight, not muscle weight it's all fat and I'm really feeling uncomfortable with my body.

When i switched back to A I started having a lot of dreams and would wake up in sweats but that's stopped now

Other than that nothing major to report.

[RTBoss]

Update :

Ran 3.1B for about 2 months and went back to 3.1A for this past month. One major thing I've noticed is that I've starting putting on a lot of weight, not muscle weight it's all fat and I'm really feeling uncomfortable with my body.

When i switched back to A I started having a lot of dreams and would wake up in sweats but that's stopped now

Other than that nothing major to report.

Could it be a reversal response? Or do you think the food requirement of the energy sourcing is causing you to eat more?

Personally, I'm lean as Ive ever been. Gym motivation is high.

[Superman]

Update :

Ran 3.1B for about 2 months and went back to 3.1A for this past month. One major thing I've noticed is that I've starting putting on a lot of weight, not muscle weight it's all fat and I'm really feeling uncomfortable with my body.

When i switched back to A I started having a lot of dreams and would wake up in sweats but that's stopped now

Other than that nothing major to report.

Could it be a reversal response? Or do you think the food requirement of the energy sourcing is causing you to eat more?

Personally, I'm lean as Ive ever been. Gym motivation is high.

Sorry I didn't notice your reply. I'm not sure about the energy requirements because I feel like the effects of the sub are becoming less pronounced. Any potential sniper targets have either dropped off the radar or moved on.

Overall I'm just tired of running the sub. I feel an aversion to it. Like when you eat the same food for every meal every single day, thats how I feel about the sub.

One thing I do notice is that I feel a stronger attraction to women I find physically attractive, but at the same time I feel a strong urge to masturbate. So hopefully 3.2 comes out soon and deals with that.

There was something else I wanted to suggest for 3.2 but I can't remember it at the moment. Regardless I'll continue to run 3.1A

[Superman]

Not sure if this is sub related at all, but I really feel fed up of running subs.

A lot of negative changes have been happening to me physically and health wise. Not really experiencing any positive effects. I've gained a lot of fat, I have some digestive problems which seem to be permanent, I have an over eating problem now.

Things just seem to either be stagnant or declining.

[SargeMaximus]

Why do you think you're gaining fat and over-eating?

[Superman]

Why do you think you're gaining fat and over-eating?

Honestly I think I'm developing a health condition, or I have a food addiction. Or like most will say it's probably a last ditch form of resistance

[Superman]

I'm going full force with 3.1A. I'm going to run it like a normal 5G sub. As many loops as possible, wish me luck

[Superman]

I think doing all these loops is actually making a difference. Lately I've really been feeling the urge to get in shape, I've starting planning out how to do it and reach my goal of 20 lbs. I've also been planning on how to save money. Eat out less, eat more home cooked food, work more hours. Look for a new job.

I've also been cleaning my room, which is a total mess. I feel like my whole life is starting to get really organized which is a good thing.

On the women front, nothing major to report unfortunately but its not like things were bad to begin with. All the girls around me are always playful and chatty. I sense attraction from them but I just choose not to act on it.

In regards to all the drama about how long 3.2 is taking. I was getting impatient too, but we all know how Shannon works. The longer it takes the more new technologies can go into it, the better 3.2 will be. It ultimately allows us to test more new tech which brings us closer to 6G.

I'm impatient but I can wait. There are other areas of my life that 3.1 is helping me work on while I get ready for 3.2 and the hopefully loads of attention it'll bring my way.

Also I would like a sniper that works on whomever I focus on (even if they've been anti sniped) . Can't remember if that's already in it or not