Superman's DMSI 3.4 journal

[Shannon]

Sounds like you've found a way to sabotage the program while still technically executing it.  You can work on improving yourself forever, but you never have to get the interest and attention from females. 

Let me make something clear.  DMSI isn't about relationships.  It's about SEX.  S-E-X.  That's it.  If that's not what you're after, then you're running the wrong program.  And if you have this sort of response to relationships as a result of running DMSI, then you're really interested in a relationship and afraid to let yourself have it.  I think that OF, E5, UH or AOL would be better choices for you in that case.  Especially 6+ months of AOL.

I think I can admit that I am afraid of being in a relationship right now. The thought makes me physically
I’ll in my stomach. I want sex but being In a relationship is the only way I’m comfortable enough to have sex due to insecurity and fear of judgement or embarrassment 

So I think I’m in a tough spot.  I have been having very unusual and vivid dreams lately. Each night the dream is like a movie flowing smoothly and continuously from one part to the next. Then the following night is a new movie.

Like I said, if you don't just want sex, and you're shutting down sex because you're afraid of a relationship (which can result from DMSI if you let it, btw), then you need to clear your relationship issues if you want to move forward. 

DMSI might be able to do that; but if it does not, then I suggest you give one of the others a go.