02-02-2016, 04:48 PM
(02-02-2016, 02:51 PM)Jakeb203 Wrote: Hey bro,
Yeah I get what you are saying, but it's another story when you first experience it first hand.
Imagine you just feel very dense and heavy in the middle of a conversation. Any humorous attempts will not come out, and the only thing you realize is that your face keeps on getting tenser, straighter and more intimadating. You have no control to your vibe, making it in a different, perhaps relaxed way, all you have is density, heaviness, and tension. A slight laugh on your face would come out as trying hard, and your face will tell that exactly.
Does that sound likely to anybody? This is how I felt.
Hey man, my 2 am6 runs have been like this when interacting with women, and some men i perceived cool/ i wanted to befriend them. It was an anxiety and a strong 'choking' feeling in my throat, which made my speaking skills (that for me are naturally shit) even worse.
In a sense am6 made me a bit more socially retarded than i was because it made me even more dry in conversations. I became more fearless to speak up and ask questions when i had them(in classroom), but when in conversation i became quite boring/too cool to mingle with people. My playfulness went away in all stages, except maybe some in stage 5-6.
Personally for me an alpha has to have good socializing skills. Nowadays alphas aren't the bigger/stronger/independent of the tribe but the ones that are socially dominant and are stronger because of alliances and social value. This aspect is completely absent from am6 i think.
