(11-16-2015, 03:52 PM)CatMan Wrote: As I said before, AM didn't do anything for my addiction to masturbation. I did it the exact same amount of times during AM. SM3 increased the frequency and urges sadly, it's libido boosts did that.
Only this sub has made a difference in dealing with the addiction. Before this sub, there's no WAY in hell I could've gone a day or two without doing it. So let's clear that notion out.
I haven't masturbated a single time on this program. And it wasn't an 11 year habit, it's been about a 25 year habit...so it's a pretty substantial change from twice daily or more for 25 years, to not even ONCE in 16 days.
Stop looking for reasons to do another program. This is the right program for you now. I feel this keeps having to be repeated for some reason. I hope that doesn't come off as rude, but it's honest. I want you to succeed here, so I don't want you to sell yourself short.
You're doing a program designed to stop something you want to stop, but seem to want to stop and do a program that accidentally stopped it for a few others. See what I mean? Stick with this program. Up the hours if you can, get as much headphones time in as you can. Check the volume with the Frequensee app for phones, and see whether or not you can increase it a bit.
Stick with it.
Its just that this addiction has messed me and my life, relationship,academic etc...Sometimes I really wish if this would just go away. This addiction took away my "fire" for everything. Usually when Life gets hard people say" I wish I was a robot with no feeling"....But man Idk where my life is but I really do want to feel the feeling doesnt matter if its Good or Bad..
Also I am not planning to change sub untill and unless I get rid of this addiction..Yes I sometimes get a very strong urge to change sub to OF/EPRAH or AM. But If I keep doing that then I will get nowhere..
You guys have supported me alot ever since I started this Sub. I felt kinda lonely cause no one knew what I was going through. But then You and LeonidasXVI joined this journey. I dont even visit Nofap sub anymore but instead visit here most of the time cause u guys understand. Please dont be surprised, if in future you find me saying something related to changing the sub...You guys will have to keep an eye on me...
Also i dont plan on leaving this forum ever again untill and unless I get rid of this addiction.