Well I guess its time for some updates:
1. I have somehow reduced skin picking. When ever I used to relapse I would get somewhat tensed and would start picking up my skin cause of anxiety or stress..It has reduced by 60%
2. From few days I am noticing that one of my friend keeps on visiting me for unknown reason and will take me outside to meet other people and visit places. This never ever happened. Guess its my subconscious manifesting stuff. ( I always avoided going outside but somehow he is forcing me to socialize and visit places).
3. Time seems to be moving too slow...I thought it was 9:30 pm but it was only 7:30pm.
4. I really like this sub cause I am kinda thirsty for it just like water(wanna listen to it daily for 8 hours)
5. I am somewhat comfortable with women now.(30%). I mean at first I used to blame them for wearing slutty cloths and would judge them but now I dont really care. Let them wear what they want it doesnt affect me anymore.. I am immune to those garbage thoughts now. Dont get me wrong,I was always taught to avoid judging people, its God's job not mine...but still I judge but now I hardly care about anyone. I fell free.Let them do what they want and I will do what I want..
I still struggle to cross Day 4 and I have no Idea when I will be able to cross. I guess this sub really needs a long run. Issues are being resolved one by one and it mainly the emotional issues..I suffer from ..
Has anyone used any addiction related sub? Just Asking
1. I have somehow reduced skin picking. When ever I used to relapse I would get somewhat tensed and would start picking up my skin cause of anxiety or stress..It has reduced by 60%
2. From few days I am noticing that one of my friend keeps on visiting me for unknown reason and will take me outside to meet other people and visit places. This never ever happened. Guess its my subconscious manifesting stuff. ( I always avoided going outside but somehow he is forcing me to socialize and visit places).
3. Time seems to be moving too slow...I thought it was 9:30 pm but it was only 7:30pm.
4. I really like this sub cause I am kinda thirsty for it just like water(wanna listen to it daily for 8 hours)
5. I am somewhat comfortable with women now.(30%). I mean at first I used to blame them for wearing slutty cloths and would judge them but now I dont really care. Let them wear what they want it doesnt affect me anymore.. I am immune to those garbage thoughts now. Dont get me wrong,I was always taught to avoid judging people, its God's job not mine...but still I judge but now I hardly care about anyone. I fell free.Let them do what they want and I will do what I want..
I still struggle to cross Day 4 and I have no Idea when I will be able to cross. I guess this sub really needs a long run. Issues are being resolved one by one and it mainly the emotional issues..I suffer from ..
Has anyone used any addiction related sub? Just Asking
