10-21-2015, 04:48 AM
I dont know whats happening. But its has almost been 4 days and I hardly have any urge to fap.
Yesterday I was having huge urge but then my Mom gave me some work and I got busy in that. Then after that I took sleeping pills and went to bed. But after about 2 hours my gf messaged me and begged me to talk...
I told her its 1 am already go to sleep but she said "No please talk to me" I was like okay.
We started with random stuff and then told her that I love her so much and how I missed her...She also said many stuff. It was awesome. I also noticed that during this time my urges just faded away and I will filled with some Blissful state of mind.:angel:
I am at peace and relaxed with everything most of the time and way I deal with people...This Sub is doing an awesome job. Maybe I should Run it for 12 months
Yesterday I was having huge urge but then my Mom gave me some work and I got busy in that. Then after that I took sleeping pills and went to bed. But after about 2 hours my gf messaged me and begged me to talk...
I told her its 1 am already go to sleep but she said "No please talk to me" I was like okay.
We started with random stuff and then told her that I love her so much and how I missed her...She also said many stuff. It was awesome. I also noticed that during this time my urges just faded away and I will filled with some Blissful state of mind.:angel:
I am at peace and relaxed with everything most of the time and way I deal with people...This Sub is doing an awesome job. Maybe I should Run it for 12 months
