01-05-2016, 07:59 AM
Progress so far:
"Stage 1 with a fairly polar response. Either they don’t notice anything, or they notice they are really growing in self confidence and a few even start reporting impatience with the people around them playing mind games and trying to manipulate them. Stage 1 is clearing out the negative self image BS and laying a solid foundation for the rest of the program. Stage 1 specifically prepares you for Stage 2."
I did have an increase in confidence at times. The most noticeable result from this stage was starting to dig up and heal deep emotional and psychological damage surrounding how I perceive myself and why I came to think and feel that way (not 100% yet but got the ball rolling). Also, saw an improvement in body language/posture. Hopefully I laid a good foundation with this stage; it definitely had an effect but nothing overly exiting.
"Stage 2 is not as polar usually, but some people still don’t see enough to notice a difference. Most people begin noticing this stage and this is where most people start showing the self confidence, desire to stand up and do one’s own thing, and the irritation with the BS of others really starts manifesting here. Stage 2 is designed to get you up to speed and ready for Stage 3."
Definitely was irritated by people more often. Found myself speaking my mind more and getting into arguments with people when they pissed me off. This is probably good for me because, it’s something I have tried to avoid doing in the past. Have been feeling less needy when it comes to sex and it seems like girls look at me more but it’s hard to tell if they are or I’m just seeing things different.
"Stage 1 with a fairly polar response. Either they don’t notice anything, or they notice they are really growing in self confidence and a few even start reporting impatience with the people around them playing mind games and trying to manipulate them. Stage 1 is clearing out the negative self image BS and laying a solid foundation for the rest of the program. Stage 1 specifically prepares you for Stage 2."
I did have an increase in confidence at times. The most noticeable result from this stage was starting to dig up and heal deep emotional and psychological damage surrounding how I perceive myself and why I came to think and feel that way (not 100% yet but got the ball rolling). Also, saw an improvement in body language/posture. Hopefully I laid a good foundation with this stage; it definitely had an effect but nothing overly exiting.
"Stage 2 is not as polar usually, but some people still don’t see enough to notice a difference. Most people begin noticing this stage and this is where most people start showing the self confidence, desire to stand up and do one’s own thing, and the irritation with the BS of others really starts manifesting here. Stage 2 is designed to get you up to speed and ready for Stage 3."
Definitely was irritated by people more often. Found myself speaking my mind more and getting into arguments with people when they pissed me off. This is probably good for me because, it’s something I have tried to avoid doing in the past. Have been feeling less needy when it comes to sex and it seems like girls look at me more but it’s hard to tell if they are or I’m just seeing things different.
Sub history approximate total usage in months: ASC 5G -2.5 / EPRHA 5G - 3 / LTU 5G – 9 / AM 5G – 13 / E2 5.5G – 15 / DMSI 5.5G – 4 / LTU 5.5G – 11 / UMS 5.75G – 3 / OF V2 5.75G - 1.5 / E4 5.75G - 9.25 / OF V3 5.75G - Current