11-04-2015, 11:18 AM
Cheers guys.
I have not been having any scary dreams, I can't remember the last.
I definitely feel I am closing in on my self, as in just enjoying being by myself alone. I don't care, there is not much to do at the moment anyway.
I have come to accept how things are at the moment and I know within the next 2 years things will change.
I can feel certain blocks in my mind, when I think about doing certain things (They seem reasonable blocks, but maybe that is just a lie I keep telling myself) I will see if OF will pry open them gates with time, to allow me to see what is behind them. I can imagine each of them gates leading into a cemetery, with deep dark secrets buried there. All waiting for me, to discover something interesting and dark about myself.
Definitively far to early to tell. OF has not even started.
I have not been having any scary dreams, I can't remember the last.
I definitely feel I am closing in on my self, as in just enjoying being by myself alone. I don't care, there is not much to do at the moment anyway.
I have come to accept how things are at the moment and I know within the next 2 years things will change.
I can feel certain blocks in my mind, when I think about doing certain things (They seem reasonable blocks, but maybe that is just a lie I keep telling myself) I will see if OF will pry open them gates with time, to allow me to see what is behind them. I can imagine each of them gates leading into a cemetery, with deep dark secrets buried there. All waiting for me, to discover something interesting and dark about myself.
Definitively far to early to tell. OF has not even started.
