08-29-2015, 12:39 AM
3 weeks into H&j.
So last night I took a night off listening to H&J and I have to be honest I feel much better. My thoughts have been very weird lately, thinking lot of past BS. And not spanking the monkey for a few days did not help that AT ALL, so with gratitude to the pagan gods, yesterday I released my load.
I am thinking taking another night off, just to feel less weird and find some relief. Last nights sleep of not listening really gave me relief as I felt this morning. Things seemed more OK!
So yeah it's weird that I am listening to H&j and I feel better when I don't listen! haha
I'll see how it goes...
Oh and yeah I start college on the 7th September, I have a year, then I can go do a degree at Uni if I so desire, I am not thinking that far ahead, I will see how I feel in 6 months time.
Other then that, I have been doing nothing, I did not go to some Meetups because I felt it was pointless, just be going for the sake of going to pretend to be sociable, when really I am not interested. Especially with average Joe's, I feel I am into things that are out of the majority, things that people would not understand but I am fine with that. I know there are people interested in the same things as me, I met people on my spiritual travels in Peru.
Anyway, whatever I will get over it.
So last night I took a night off listening to H&J and I have to be honest I feel much better. My thoughts have been very weird lately, thinking lot of past BS. And not spanking the monkey for a few days did not help that AT ALL, so with gratitude to the pagan gods, yesterday I released my load.
I am thinking taking another night off, just to feel less weird and find some relief. Last nights sleep of not listening really gave me relief as I felt this morning. Things seemed more OK!
So yeah it's weird that I am listening to H&j and I feel better when I don't listen! haha
I'll see how it goes...
Oh and yeah I start college on the 7th September, I have a year, then I can go do a degree at Uni if I so desire, I am not thinking that far ahead, I will see how I feel in 6 months time.
Other then that, I have been doing nothing, I did not go to some Meetups because I felt it was pointless, just be going for the sake of going to pretend to be sociable, when really I am not interested. Especially with average Joe's, I feel I am into things that are out of the majority, things that people would not understand but I am fine with that. I know there are people interested in the same things as me, I met people on my spiritual travels in Peru.
Anyway, whatever I will get over it.
