Sleep Magic

[Shannon]

Not sure about the fear since I do let go. But in a way yes i agree on the first statement that I hate being told

It is very rare to see someone not be affected by the brainwave entrainment technique that I use.  I think you're the 3rd ever that I can remember.  The first was my mother, and boy was she bad about being told what to do.  So bad that in response to a doctor telling her that she needed a medical procedure to avoid a high probability of death, she refused to have it just to refuse to be told what to do.  So bad, in fact, that she started smoking at 13 to tell her parents they couldn't tell HER what to do! and died of lung cancer at 64 because her "Don't tell ME what to do!" prevented her from quitting for 23 years of attempts.  She resisted BWE also.  

It boils down to a fear of losing control of yourself.