Good afternoon, all. I'd like to start by again thanking Shannon and IML for creating and producing these quality motivational subliminal audio programs in the first place. I just started day 21 of EPRHA and definitely feel it affecting me internally.
My original plan was to start with ASC, then EPRHA, then AM6, then SM3. I was convinced to do EPRHA before ASC and planned to do 96 days and decide afterwards if I wanted to go all the way to 192 or jump straight into ASC. While I do indeed feel it affecting me (I've already had three major emotional breakdowns, each after I finally pinpointed one of the true sources of my emotional pain), a side effect is I feel I've lost motivation to be productive and that worries me. Whether the loss of productivity is "resistance to the program" or not, I then decided as a necessity I would only do 32 days of EPHRA before moving on to ASC.
My reasons for doing ASC before AM6 were mainly to save money for earlier confidence boosting and to confirm that a personal improvement sub like AM6 could work in the "reduced" form of ASC before plunking down $500 (or $600 to get them separately like I may have to do).
My question today is the following. Running under the assumption that if ASC and AM6 are anything like EPRHA they will both indeed do what they purport to do, should I go straight for AM6 (with the below financial caveats) instead of running ASC for a bit before it?
I'm of limited means. I only have $326 in the bank with no income and need at least $150 next month (and again in September) to cover my storage room and even the $200 for the first AM6 set puts me in the red if that's the case. I have no guarantee of income next month and may have to wait as late as September before I have a bit of money from my college financial aid. If there is a way to do a payment plan with buying stage 1 & 2 (e.g. $50/month for 4 months or something) I'm more inclined to do it.
The collection of emotional problems I currently have that I feel are not resolved so far seem to stem from a lack of positive masculine influence, lack of self-confidence, and lack of self-validation, and to me that's as clear a sign as any that I should become more alpha as soon as possible, hence the desire to skip ASC for AM6 directly (which supposedly includes ASC).
So. Should I plunk down for AM6 1 & 2 "now" if there's a payment plan available, or continue down the free road with ASC until I can secure spendable money for AM6?
My original plan was to start with ASC, then EPRHA, then AM6, then SM3. I was convinced to do EPRHA before ASC and planned to do 96 days and decide afterwards if I wanted to go all the way to 192 or jump straight into ASC. While I do indeed feel it affecting me (I've already had three major emotional breakdowns, each after I finally pinpointed one of the true sources of my emotional pain), a side effect is I feel I've lost motivation to be productive and that worries me. Whether the loss of productivity is "resistance to the program" or not, I then decided as a necessity I would only do 32 days of EPHRA before moving on to ASC.
My reasons for doing ASC before AM6 were mainly to save money for earlier confidence boosting and to confirm that a personal improvement sub like AM6 could work in the "reduced" form of ASC before plunking down $500 (or $600 to get them separately like I may have to do).
My question today is the following. Running under the assumption that if ASC and AM6 are anything like EPRHA they will both indeed do what they purport to do, should I go straight for AM6 (with the below financial caveats) instead of running ASC for a bit before it?
I'm of limited means. I only have $326 in the bank with no income and need at least $150 next month (and again in September) to cover my storage room and even the $200 for the first AM6 set puts me in the red if that's the case. I have no guarantee of income next month and may have to wait as late as September before I have a bit of money from my college financial aid. If there is a way to do a payment plan with buying stage 1 & 2 (e.g. $50/month for 4 months or something) I'm more inclined to do it.
The collection of emotional problems I currently have that I feel are not resolved so far seem to stem from a lack of positive masculine influence, lack of self-confidence, and lack of self-validation, and to me that's as clear a sign as any that I should become more alpha as soon as possible, hence the desire to skip ASC for AM6 directly (which supposedly includes ASC).
So. Should I plunk down for AM6 1 & 2 "now" if there's a payment plan available, or continue down the free road with ASC until I can secure spendable money for AM6?
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