05-04-2015, 10:41 PM
(05-04-2015, 10:21 PM)X3CyO Wrote: Day: 10,
Depression is moving in, and I cant wait to move past this resistance. I wish I hadnt wasted my childhood playing videogames and watching anime all the time. I feel so socially awkward now, so im working on having more to say. I feel like although im doing all these different self improvement things, spending all my free time learning from online classes, and lifting on my own, that ive turned to a hermit.
Video Games and Anime is not wasting your childhood. That's time well spent. Don't get too into 'game' it'll only make you awkward. All you really need to know is don't be desperate, act jealous, act sad and girly. If you're not scared of girls, and you are nice but you don't let them walk all over you and take advantage of you, then you'll be fine. A girl wants to meet you, not what you think some pua wants you to be.
Joining a gym seems smart but I've never met a friend at the gym, but at least it will get you out and around people. Maybe you should think about getting any part time job anywhere so you can be around people and actually talk to them and interact and make friends.
