06-02-2011, 09:34 PM
The other day, a woman I am seeing said something to me that kind of surprised me. She said something to the effect of "that's a big part of why I like you, you don't let your ego get to you." She was talking about how she didn't like Leo men, but she likes me a lot.
I am liking that the alpha set has balanced my ego at this point, but I sometimes wonder if it's not overbalanced, and I should be more outgoing, overtly dominant and leading more. I find lately I am frequently in situations where I will defer to others as a way of being polite, and if they don't take the lead, I'll do so. But I'm wondering if the politeness programming and ego balancing are not working together to make the results less than they should be for automatic leadership. I've made note of this for when I create AM2012. Anyone else seeing this sort of thing in Stage 5?
I am liking that the alpha set has balanced my ego at this point, but I sometimes wonder if it's not overbalanced, and I should be more outgoing, overtly dominant and leading more. I find lately I am frequently in situations where I will defer to others as a way of being polite, and if they don't take the lead, I'll do so. But I'm wondering if the politeness programming and ego balancing are not working together to make the results less than they should be for automatic leadership. I've made note of this for when I create AM2012. Anyone else seeing this sort of thing in Stage 5?
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The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!