Shannon's Journal Discussion

[Shannon]

I'm on day 2 of no v2.4. I do feel different. Less tired. Less drudgery. I don't know how else to describe it.

Same. I had to go to Wal-Mart to return some things and was walking around like I was a god. Now that the programming from the healing modules is fading (since there's no active input), my natural, playful personality is re-emerging, alongside some significant dominance.

Nothing like v1, yet, where I had women following me around like a puppy. What was in that thing that made it so potent? There were side effects, though. The day after running it, I was always completely drained for hours.

I'm glad you're back with us in more ways than one, in body and in spirit! Very interesting. That makes me wonder... was the module so powerful that it would be all consuming regardless of how much healing needed to be done? OR was the healing module working on something so entrenched it took that much energy and focus?

What if there was very little to heal? Would I be experiencing the same effects if I had a lot to heal? Would superficial things evoke that same effect as healing more entrenched things? How do I know how much healing has to be done?

Shannon, could you please clarify this? I'm very curious because when v3.x comes out, I want all the sexy benefits and one way to do that is to get that healing done to clear the way for the results we are all craving. Plus I hate leaving things unfinished.

Also Chaosvrgn, when I was reading your journal, I could relate to a number of your experiences, but my emotions I don't think were as intense as yours. I don't know what that might mean, though. Any thoughts?

To the best of my knowledge, what is happening is simply an intense focus on clearing things and those things are turning out to be much deeper and more numerous and impactful than we thought they would be. Like I said, the scripting should short circuit when there is nothing left to clear.

Yes, I suspected this. For a few days, I suspected that I was completely stonewalling the program. Well, more than suspected. After having that headache for 3-4 days straight, then the incident where I was simultaneously experiencing euphoria and a headache, I did a mental alchemy exercise to see what was going on in my subconscious. Wasn't pretty at all, I was on the verge of some kind of complete self-destruction.

I usually hide these things because people either don't believe or they start begging me to teach them, and yet they're never really dedicated enough to deal with how much work it entails. I spent a year of intense daily training to get such mental control.

EDIT: Daily mental training drills such as counting backward to 0 from 50.... 10 times. And every time you mess up, you've gotta start over.

It would be very helpful for me to understand what you saw was going on in your subconscious.

[brightike]

I've have been having zombie dreams and headaches just like AM5. I'm using DMSI 2.4, 5 loops day time right now

[Steven]

Also Chaosvrgn, when I was reading your journal, I could relate to a number of your experiences, but my emotions I don't think were as intense as yours. I don't know what that might mean, though. Any thoughts?

I'm just a bit manic, man. LOL. I have two speeds - 0 or 120. There's no in-between. When I experience an emotion, it's naturally very intense. That's why I've developed so many mental philosophies and mental gadgets to keep them in check. "Crime of passion" is my middle name.

I was laughing when I read this because I'm "Mr. Mellow". I mean sure I can kick some %^& when needed, but I'm fairly placid. So it's likely about our personality styles. That would explain it I guess. But I think the commonalities in themes as well as how all consuming it was, well, it was quite remarkable! Thanks for your input, Chaosvrgn. It made me feel less alone in this journey.

[Minititan]

I stopped running 2.1 a few days ago after running it for a few days and running 2.4 for 27 days prior. My dreams have been all over the place. Dreamt my brother was trying to rob me and the girl I'm seeing was trying to force me into marriage. I miss zombie dreams. Not had a good one since am6

[Shannon]

What good did it do you to run version 2.1?

[Steven]

To the best of my knowledge, what is happening is simply an intense focus on clearing things and those things are turning out to be much deeper and more numerous and impactful than we thought they would be. Like I said, the scripting should short circuit when there is nothing left to clear.

Shannon,

So if I'm doing DMSI healing and then... How do I know it's short circuiting? What would I experience?

Also I can't help wonder if some of these issues are directly related to our identities as men. Any shame that's been heaped upon us for being men. Any thoughts we have about what it is to be a man. Etc. Maybe the healing could be sped up by having an identity change congruent with the goals of the program.

[Shannon]

To the best of my knowledge, what is happening is simply an intense focus on clearing things and those things are turning out to be much deeper and more numerous and impactful than we thought they would be. Like I said, the scripting should short circuit when there is nothing left to clear.

Shannon,

So if I'm doing DMSI healing and then... How do I know it's short circuiting? What would I experience?

Also I can't help wonder if some of these issues are directly related to our identities as men. Any shame that's been heaped upon us for being men. Any thoughts we have about what it is to be a man. Etc. Maybe the healing could be sped up by having an identity change congruent with the goals of the program.

If the scripting works as designed, when you're finished it will simply stop doing anything but the primary goal focus.

I'm not aiming to change identities. The goal is simply to clear out whatever would prevent you from executing the primary script.

[Shannon]

In about 15 minutes I will have 2.5 on my phone. Neener neener neeener! lol Feels good to be able to relax and be silly. I'm going to take a nice long walk in the woods today with the gf, and then we're going to the tea store to buy tea. I'm running low on Earl Grey and Silver Needles Supreme.

[AriGold]

Maybe Ben should post his sleeping schedule

[JackOfHearts]

He slept for around 7 hours right now. Maybe if we think hard enough about him, he will wake up sooner

[Cozy]

If DAOD was in 4G or less, it might. Depending on how well the goals meshed.

But the aura is just projecting programmed energy, it doesn't aim to change your beliefs or anything else. Clearing and development are still just as important as always.

So, if I were to mix DAOD (which represents the power we were talking about) and MUWAS (which automates wealth manifestation), there'd pretty much be nothing holding me back right?

Btw, looking at the script about 80% of DAOD is focused on changing beliefs.

[hunk]

While we wait for v2.5 to be available to everyone, can I ask if anyone else has been having aches and pains in various parts of the body during v2.4 run?

I've developed a strong pain in right neck/shoulder area in last few weeks. I'm not sure if it's got anything to do with the sub, but it's just that I couldn't find any other reason for these aches and pains. Since we often have common things happening to us while running the same subs, I thought I'll check with others.

Also, if it's related to v2.4, does anyone have any idea on what this could mean? i.e. is it resistance? is it healing? or something totally different?

Thanks very much.

[Shannon]

If DAOD was in 4G or less, it might. Depending on how well the goals meshed.

But the aura is just projecting programmed energy, it doesn't aim to change your beliefs or anything else. Clearing and development are still just as important as always.

So, if I were to mix DAOD (which represents the power we were talking about) and MUWAS (which automates wealth manifestation), there'd pretty much be nothing holding me back right?

Btw, looking at the script about 80% of DAOD is focused on changing beliefs.

I wasn't sure as to some of what you meant. I see you mean the older version of the program, and not a hypothetical new one. I haven't read the old script in a long time.

DAOD is using energy manipulation, and MUWAS is using manifestation. They're probably going to be competing for sufficient energy. But if you want to try them together, go for it. I can use the feedback.

[Shannon]

While we wait for v2.5 to be available to everyone, can I ask if anyone else has been having aches and pains in various parts of the body during v2.4 run?

I've developed a strong pain in right neck/shoulder area in last few weeks. I'm not sure if it's got anything to do with the sub, but it's just that I couldn't find any other reason for these aches and pains. Since we often have common things happening to us while running the same subs, I thought I'll check with others.

Also, if it's related to v2.4, does anyone have any idea on what this could mean? i.e. is it resistance? is it healing? or something totally different?

Thanks very much.

If it is related at all, the only thing it could be is an outward display of inner resistance.