Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3

[Shannon]

Shannon i stopped uslmax since my last update. The last time i used it, i listen 1 loop and then threw the earphones away. A part of me wants to try new dmsi even though i dont feel i need it. Another part found uslmax "annoying", if it makes any sense. I assume your response will be fear of success or fear of failure which i agree but can you put a little more insight why thats happening? Fwiw i already bought dmsi because i was curious. I ran 2-3 times 1 loop with earphone ls hybrid and i got instantly the same high feeling i had in uslm v2 which i never had in uslm v3

The annoying response is a part of your subconscious disagreeing with the script, and having the parts of your subconscious that do not disagree acting to execute the script enough that it "annoyed" the rest of your subconscious, which then sought to stop you from using the program because that part of you would lose control and you would achieve the goals of the program unless you stopped. It's a resistance tactic called "running away" when the subconscious realizes that it cannot stop the parts of itself that are executing from succeeding in achieving the goals of the program.

Ultimately, it stems from fear, but it could be a fear of success, a fear of failure, a fear of change or any number of other fears that may be tied in somehow. The subconscious is not logical, so it is possible, for example,
that somehow you have a fear that if you become successful, you'll be eaten by beetles. Completely ridiculous logically, but emotions are the antithesis of logic, and fear is an emotion.

So congratulations on running away instead of getting the results you paid for.

Running DMSI 3.2 this close to the release of 3.3 wasn't very smart.

That high feeling was you accepting the programming and getting excited at the possibilities. You didn't get it on v3 of USLM because v3 encountered fears that v2 of the FRM wasn't fast enough or powerful enough to deal with, and started killing them. Had you finished the process of killing them, you'd have had that high on life feeling come back again, and it would have been a lot more powerful.

Don't worry, DMSI 3.3 is around the corner, and it has a lot of improvements in FRM over USLM3.