Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3

[Shannon]

@Shannon

Thanks for the quick reply.

My plan will likely be along the lines of:

1. Complete (up to) 12 months of the current AYP that I’m using (Pretty sure I remember reading that one of your lovers took 10-11 months to show up).

2. If she manifest, then awesome. Otherwise use DSMI-A for a few months or so.

3. Try AYP again, probably one of the 5G ones (Some forum members have had good results from them).

If that AYP is a 5G, don’t mix anything with it. If not, then may I suggest DMSI A side?

I’m doing a 4G AYP at the moment.

How different, and in what ways, is 5G AYP (MYP) compared to 4G?

I gave up on the program after 6 or 8 months playing it, and it took another 2 months for the woman to show up, IIRC. You seem to be hellbent on using this program, and I'm thinking that given your situation, it's not going to work for you. That's why I suggested DMSI-A to you so many times. But it's your choice. Time is the one resource we can never get back once it's gone.

5G MYP is more powerful than 4G AYP.

A few months ago, I thought I had a manifestation,

There is one woman in my life. She is 37 years old. A few months ago she bought me dinner and drinks (she paid for it). And invited me back to her place (which is a group home). At her place she showed me her bedroom and proceeded to get naked (she was pretty hot, I would say 8.5 to me).

Everything seemed great. But her carer (who is also the group home manager) intervened before anything happened. She banned me from visiting 37yo woman, and explained that due to a legal technically, 37yo woman is unable to consent, despite her enthusiasm and her saying “Yes”, etc. (37yo woman has a form of brain damage).

The carer threatened to charge me with rape if anything sexual happens with 37yo woman. The carer explicitedly said no intercourse, no BJs, no handjobs, no foreplay and no kissing. The carer did say that me and 37yo woman can still go out for coffee, and nothing else (unless 37yo woman recovers from her brain damage, and a team of psychologists certify her as recovered).

I see 37yo woman at the local cafe on some of my lunch breaks (the cafe is near my workplace). She still says that she wants to “sleep together”, “share my bed”, “cuddle upstairs”, and once said that she wants to “help me in the shower”.

She is the first woman (so far) to ask me to sleep with her.


What is your take on this, in relation to AYP / manifestation?

I don't know what it was. I do know that you've told that story at least three or four times now, and I think you would do best to leave it in the past and move on to the present.

I remember you saying that circumstances / situations that a person experiences is based on that person’s beliefs.

What kind of beliefs would lead to situation(s) such as the one (mentioned above) with me and 37yo woman?

You are quite capable of analyzing that question and answering it for yourself.

Is there some sort of important lesson behind a situation like this manifesting?

We don't know it was a manifestation.

Could something like this manifest as a catalyst in learning an important life lesson?

It could. Just like it could be nothing at all.

Could an AYP or other manifestation program (DMSI for example) manifest situation(s) that are catalyst(s) for personal growth?


Thanks

Yes. Most 5.5G programs are specifically designed to trigger personal growth to cause you to deliberately outgrow your limitations so you can achieve the goals.