Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3

[Have at ye]

Hmm. Good news is - ver. A is working. Bad news is - ver. A is working. Big Grin lol. Just had the craziest dreams in a long, long time. It was pretty much a lucid dream, with multi-level sleep paralysis (I was dreaming that I'm aware that I'm dreaming that I'm aware that I'm dreaming... lol). Bits of it were great, definitely healing-related. And then I stumbled upon something that was less than pleasant. Took as much of it as I could, and then decided - whoa, I'm outta here. Big Grin And started gradually waking up. Still feeling kinda loopy.

Haven't had one of these types of dreams in *years*. I remember having been able to achieve a similar dream-state willingly, but have not done such a thing since way before AOSI.

This begs the question - has the subconscious shielding module been turned off for 3.2? Or is it that I'm just this weird? lol.

BTW. listening to the loop of A itself made me feel pretty much ecstatic, with physical sensations being much different than what I'd get on ver. B.

This is promising.

Interesting, so A feels a little different than B because of the healing?

I think it was one of the earlier versions of DMSI, but I had a dream that disturbed me more than almost any dream has. I really can't remember it now, but I remember how I felt when I woke up.

I'm not sure about the shielding module. I don't know why it would be disabled for 3.2 but Shannon will have to confirm.

Feels much different. Without going into too much detail, on ver. B I'd feel something like a cool wave trying to spread throughout my body, sometimes encountering a blockage somewhere around the liver/solar plexus. On ver. A I felt waves spreading out in concentric circles from various points in my body, and they felt really *good*.

I did get weird dreams on the DMSIs, but nothing as lucid as the one I've just described. Had some hardcore ones back on 3.0.1 and 3.1, but nothing quite as, um, esoteric as this one? So it might be that the shielding is still in place, just that depending on the issue at hand, it might have to be broken through. I'm curious, is all - the dreams that broke through the shielding on previous versions did take some time to occur.

This might also be testament to the fact that the healing of ver. 3.2 goes straight to the core of an issue, without giving the user much wiggle-room to avoid the stuff that's actually important to the program.

I also think that the vividness of the dream might have been up to the fact that I went to sleep right after listening to the loop. I'll try switching to morning listening, see what happens then.